Mary treasured up all these things, pondering them in her heart. Luke 2:19
It was in the quiet, early hours of a summer morning that the first cry of life rang out. The gift we had been expecting, hoping and praying for had arrived. God in His grace had lavished upon us a gift too wonderful for words. A grandson named Swen.
As my body prematurely ages and breaks down, Swen’s body grows stronger. His life refreshes my soul. This will be his first Christmas and my best. Whether I spend Christmas in the hospital or at home, I am blessed beyond my imagination. Every time I see Swen’s smile, hear his giggle or hold him in my arms, I will remember God’s astonishing gift of His son… Jesus!
God’s gift - the divine wrapped in flesh. The One who has always been, steps into time and is born. The mighty King of Kings leaves His throne to lie in a rustic manger. Swen has provided his Grandpa Van a new lens to see the gift of God, His only Son. I have decided, like Mary, to treasure up all these things, pondering them in my heart.
God has given me the following thoughts to ponder each of the 7 days leading to Christmas. Thanks Swen for all the help.
1- As the baby Jesus gasped for His first breath, I acknowledge that every breath I take is His gift to me.
“Then the LORD God formed man of dust from the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living being.” Genesis 2:7
“And when the centurion, who was standing right in front of Him, saw the way He breathed His last, he said, ‘Truly this man was the Son of God!’” Mark 15:39
2- Eyes that struggled to see His parents have been watching over me all my life.
“For the eyes of the LORD move to and fro throughout the earth that He may strongly support those whose heart is completely His.” 2 Chronicles 16:9.
3- Mary holds the baby close to her breast and feels the heartbeat of life. This is the life that now lives in my heart. This Immanuel, God with us, will one day be the mystery of God, Christ in Us.
"Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and shall bear a son, and they shall call his name Immanuel," which translated means, "God with us." Matthew 1:23
“…to whom God willed to make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.” Colossians 1:27
4- The mouths that now can only utter unintelligible noises will declare the Wisdom of God.
“And the Child continued to grow and become strong, increasing in wisdom; and the grace of God was upon Him.” Luke 2:40
“Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and unfathomable His ways!” Romans 11:33
5- Soft little hands, that will have the calluses of a carpenter, created all things. Tiny hands that disappear in His father’s hands are so large they easily hold the waters of the whole earth in His palm.
“Who has measured the waters in the hollow of His hand, and marked off the heavens by the span.” Isaiah 40:12
“He is the image of the invisible God, the first-born of all creation. For by Him all things were created, both in the heavens and on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or rulers or authorities--all things have been created by Him and for Him.” Colossians 1:15-16
6- Arms that reach out to His mother will be strong enough to carry His cross. He will allow Himself to be nailed to the cross so that He might reach out through history to embrace us in His mercy and grace.
“He was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.” Isaiah 53: 5
7- Tiny feet that now cannot take a step, will walk all the way to the place of execution carrying our sins. This is the path to intimacy with God. It runs from the manger to Golgotha. A holy journey planned before the foundation of the world. God already loved the whole world. You can see His love in His footsteps of humility, sacrifice, and obedience.
“Who emptied Himself, taking the form of a bond-servant, and being made in the likeness of men. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled Himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross. Therefore also God highly exalted Him, and bestowed on Him the name which is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those who are in heaven, and on earth, and under the earth, and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” Philippians 2:7-11
This Christmas, make time to treasure in your heart the baby who is King. Be careful, illumination leads to seeing the extraordinary in life’s ordinary. Luke chapter 2 shows me that receiving God’s gift leads to praise, rejoicing, witnessing, wonderment, and worship. Who knows, you might even hear the sound of angel wings and receive a personal invitation to see God’s miracle of love.
Thanks be to God for his indescribable gift! 2 Corinthians 9:15
Dan
Friday, December 14, 2007
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Loneliness: God’s Invitation to Solitude
"It is in solitude that we discover that being is more important than having and that we are worth more than the results of our efforts. In solitude we discover that our life is not a possession to be defended, but a gift to be shared." Henri Nouwen
He usually comes at night. I can sense him coming closer. He peers in the windows of my soul and tries to open the doors of my emotions. He has come again to break into my life and rob me of God’s joy and peace.
Suddenly he stands defiantly before me and laughs at my weakness. He moves in closer and I recognize his frightening face. He is loneliness - an unwelcome visitor permeating my heart.
Loneliness is a feeling of separation and grief. It is a sense of loss. It leads me to what seems like an unbridgeable canyon of isolation from God and others.
Loneliness lurks about when relationships are lost. He is there when circumstances spin out of control, when we are facing change, empty nests, and difficult trials. And strangely enough, sometimes in the aftermath of significant accomplishments, and even when we are surrounded by others.
After nearly six months of being away from my home, wife, friends and job, I have found loneliness scratching at my door. I am slowly learning something quite unexpected. I am never really alone. My Good Shepherd has gone before me and now walks each step of the journey with me. In fact, when I am alone I can see God and others more clearly.
Solitude is a remembrance of the presence of God.
Solitude develops a single-minded focus on God. This awareness creates an attitude of servanthood. Servanthood blows away the mists of loneliness and allows me to see the needs of others and the sufficiency of God.
The goal of solitude is not so much to unplug from my crazy world, as it is to change frequencies so that I can hear the Father. Lance Witt
God has been using the dramatic life and ministry of Elijah to instruct my heart. In 1 Kings 18, Elijah has just experienced God using him to defeat the prophets of Baal. Chapter 19 moves from the mountaintop miracles to the desert valley of loneliness and despair. The transformation of mindset and emotions is astonishing yet very true to my own battles with loneliness. God is now ready to use a time of solitude to heal Elijah’s loneliness.
Solitude is not the same as running away. Verse 19:1-3
Elijah is not running to God. He is running away from Jezebel. Elijah tells us he is all alone. In the valley he becomes isolated. On the mountaintop he stands with God. It is a choice of fear fueled by isolation, or calm strength of letting God be his champion.
When things seem too hard and patience grows thin. When the doctor’s report is disappointing and pain continues to attack. This is the time to seek solitude with God. The incredible thing is this can be practiced in my room, in the doctor’s office, or on the hospital bed.
"The wonderful thing about contemplative prayer is that it can be found everywhere, anywhere, anytime for anyone." Quaker Richard Foster
Solitude is affected by my physical and emotional health. Verses 5-7
Twice, the angel gives Elijah food and sleep. There is no lecture here or rebuke. My Creator knows exactly what I need and when I need it. God is preparing Elijah for a time of solitude to receive God’s revelation.
Sometimes, the most Holy thing we can do is receive nourishment and take a nap. Then I will be able hear God clearly and respond to His instructions. Although this is not easy for me, I must learn to peacefully rest in Him.
Solitude allows me to think deeply. Verses 9-14
Loneliness produces conversations dominated by me. By the time I am done talking to myself, I not only do not have God’s answer, but I can not even remember the question. Confused? Me too.
In solitude I learn to listen to God. One of the great blessings in this time of waiting for a transplant has been the freedom of meeting with God. He has given me the gift of many hours daily to pray, study His word, read, and meditate on the application of His truths. Solitude permits me to think deeply, instead of the mind-numbing exercise of watching TV all day.
Indeed, my mind instructs me in the night. I have set the LORD continually before me; because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Psalm 16:7-8
Solitude teaches me to pray confidently and live courageously.
Elijah learns in God’s school room about his purpose in God’s plan. He discovers that he never was alone. In verses 18-21, God reveals to Elijah that He has 7,000 more faithful servants and that He has already prepared his successor, Elisha. This time with God allows Elijah to move from a depressed “has-been” waiting to die under a tree, to a warrior who is more than a conqueror.
The next time loneliness comes prowling around, I will remind him that I have never, ever been alone, that God still has a purpose for my life, and one day God just may take me home on His chariot.
Alone with God,
Dan
He usually comes at night. I can sense him coming closer. He peers in the windows of my soul and tries to open the doors of my emotions. He has come again to break into my life and rob me of God’s joy and peace.
Suddenly he stands defiantly before me and laughs at my weakness. He moves in closer and I recognize his frightening face. He is loneliness - an unwelcome visitor permeating my heart.
Loneliness is a feeling of separation and grief. It is a sense of loss. It leads me to what seems like an unbridgeable canyon of isolation from God and others.
Loneliness lurks about when relationships are lost. He is there when circumstances spin out of control, when we are facing change, empty nests, and difficult trials. And strangely enough, sometimes in the aftermath of significant accomplishments, and even when we are surrounded by others.
After nearly six months of being away from my home, wife, friends and job, I have found loneliness scratching at my door. I am slowly learning something quite unexpected. I am never really alone. My Good Shepherd has gone before me and now walks each step of the journey with me. In fact, when I am alone I can see God and others more clearly.
Solitude is a remembrance of the presence of God.
Solitude develops a single-minded focus on God. This awareness creates an attitude of servanthood. Servanthood blows away the mists of loneliness and allows me to see the needs of others and the sufficiency of God.
The goal of solitude is not so much to unplug from my crazy world, as it is to change frequencies so that I can hear the Father. Lance Witt
God has been using the dramatic life and ministry of Elijah to instruct my heart. In 1 Kings 18, Elijah has just experienced God using him to defeat the prophets of Baal. Chapter 19 moves from the mountaintop miracles to the desert valley of loneliness and despair. The transformation of mindset and emotions is astonishing yet very true to my own battles with loneliness. God is now ready to use a time of solitude to heal Elijah’s loneliness.
Solitude is not the same as running away. Verse 19:1-3
Elijah is not running to God. He is running away from Jezebel. Elijah tells us he is all alone. In the valley he becomes isolated. On the mountaintop he stands with God. It is a choice of fear fueled by isolation, or calm strength of letting God be his champion.
When things seem too hard and patience grows thin. When the doctor’s report is disappointing and pain continues to attack. This is the time to seek solitude with God. The incredible thing is this can be practiced in my room, in the doctor’s office, or on the hospital bed.
"The wonderful thing about contemplative prayer is that it can be found everywhere, anywhere, anytime for anyone." Quaker Richard Foster
Solitude is affected by my physical and emotional health. Verses 5-7
Twice, the angel gives Elijah food and sleep. There is no lecture here or rebuke. My Creator knows exactly what I need and when I need it. God is preparing Elijah for a time of solitude to receive God’s revelation.
Sometimes, the most Holy thing we can do is receive nourishment and take a nap. Then I will be able hear God clearly and respond to His instructions. Although this is not easy for me, I must learn to peacefully rest in Him.
Solitude allows me to think deeply. Verses 9-14
Loneliness produces conversations dominated by me. By the time I am done talking to myself, I not only do not have God’s answer, but I can not even remember the question. Confused? Me too.
In solitude I learn to listen to God. One of the great blessings in this time of waiting for a transplant has been the freedom of meeting with God. He has given me the gift of many hours daily to pray, study His word, read, and meditate on the application of His truths. Solitude permits me to think deeply, instead of the mind-numbing exercise of watching TV all day.
Indeed, my mind instructs me in the night. I have set the LORD continually before me; because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Psalm 16:7-8
Solitude teaches me to pray confidently and live courageously.
Elijah learns in God’s school room about his purpose in God’s plan. He discovers that he never was alone. In verses 18-21, God reveals to Elijah that He has 7,000 more faithful servants and that He has already prepared his successor, Elisha. This time with God allows Elijah to move from a depressed “has-been” waiting to die under a tree, to a warrior who is more than a conqueror.
The next time loneliness comes prowling around, I will remind him that I have never, ever been alone, that God still has a purpose for my life, and one day God just may take me home on His chariot.
Alone with God,
Dan
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
A Delightful Surrender
God is ready to assume full responsibility for the life wholly yielded to Him.
Andrew Murray
Sometimes God’s revelation cascades over me like a flashflood in a dry desert wash. It is sudden and powerful. Usually I have missed the warning signs and my only response is immediate, obedient action. This is often a choice of self-sufficiency or God saving me from myself.
More often, God’s truth is like a mountain stream flowing slowly through the banks of my life. His truth gently pours over the stones of my experiences. As it makes its way through every turn, it intersects my life and quietly calls me to drink and know it’s refreshing, life-giving power.
Psalm 37:4-7 are very familiar verses that God has continuously allowed to flow into my life. I am afraid I have not fully recognized their source and potential for quenching my thirst for God. I have settled for only sips of the eternal, instead of drinking deeply from God’s living water.
Delight yourself in the LORD; and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD, Trust also in Him, and He will do it. And He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, And your judgment as the noonday. Rest in the LORD and wait patiently for Him.
The following are a few simple observations of how I might surrender my spiritually-parched life for a soul saturated by God. I must learn to do five things.
1- Delight in the Lord
Delight: great pleasure, high degree of gratification, extreme satisfaction Original biblical language: to bend or incline.
I recently had the delight of being with my daughter and grandson Swen. To watch Amy’s loving care for her baby son around the clock brought my heart great pleasure. I continuously bent towards him to see what he would do next. My ear was inclined to hear every sound. I was amazed to hear him speak his first words, “I love Grandpa best.” OK that was probably a burp. My love grew each day I spent with him. It did not matter what kind of day I was having, Swen always brought me pleasure and a joyous laughter.
I delight in the Lord by spending time with Him. I allow my heart to fill with wonderment and awe in His presence. I long to hear His words of love. I anticipate His work around me. I delight in the One who desires me to drink deeply and often of the healing and refreshing water only He can provide.
2- Commit my way to the Lord
When Debbie and I knew we loved one another, commitment was a natural response. As I learn to truly love and delight in the Lord, commitment is not an act of obligation but a white flag of surrender. This is an unconditional and complete surrender of all my ways. My thoughts, rights, plans, decisions, family, vocation and future are released into the control of my loving and gracious King. A delightful surrender often comes at the end of the battle of who will be God in my life: me or Jesus?
Oswald Sanders wrote: “…overwhelming passage in your circumstances where your program of belief is about to emerge into a personal belief? This can never be until a personal need arises out of a personal problem. To believe is to commit. In the program of mental belief I commit myself, and abandon all that is not related to that commitment. In personal belief I commit myself morally to this way of confidence and refuse to compromise with any other; and in particular belief I commit myself spiritually to Jesus Christ, and determine in that thing to be dominated by the Lord alone.”
The roots of of commitment grow deep when watered by the storms of trials.
3- Trust in God
Delight and commitment are ignited by trust. This is the personalization of God’s activity in my life. This is not simply acquiescing to doctrinal truth. My trust is based on nothing less then the very character of God. Here I must reveal what I really believe about God. Will God be just my genie in a bottle or Lord and Master?
Recently I have experienced several weeks of fun with a kidney stone. This caused an infection and took me off the transplant list. Everything medically was tried, to no avail. The doorstep of trust is located just beyond human possibilities. So I trusted God.
Then at my appointment with the surgeon, I was told the infection was gone and God rolled away the stone. But it appeared God made a mistake. The stone could not pass or be reached by another surgery. So God moved it back up into the lower kidney. This should not have happened, but now I am cleared for transplant.
The stone could, of course, return to create the same problems. Why did God leave it in my body? I believe so that I might continue to learn to trust and wait.
4- Rest in the Lord
Stop and let God do His work. This requires a connection to each of the previous points. As I delight, commit, and trust Him, I can now experience a peaceful relaxation that is only found in His arms.
5- Wait patiently for Him
Is it possible to wait impatiently? Sure, I do it all the time. Just check your stress and worry level. Too often I have waited for Him while pacing the floor of uncertainty. Too often my faith is crippled by my desire to regain control. It is never a good idea to try and wrestle from God what you have already put in His hands.
The key to waiting patiently is who we are waiting for. It is not a thing or circumstance or even a miracle. I wait for Him. God is never late or too early. He has no need to work according to my watch or check my day planner. To wait patiently for Him, I must meditate and ponder the greatness of God. In His presence, time has no hold on my emotions. Only in God does senselessness make sense. C.S. Lewis captures these thoughts when he wrote:
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen, not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
When I apply these five truths to my life, God will give me the desires of my heart…which is Himself. This is always the fruit of a heart that has experienced a delightful surrender.
Delighting in God,
Dan
Andrew Murray
Sometimes God’s revelation cascades over me like a flashflood in a dry desert wash. It is sudden and powerful. Usually I have missed the warning signs and my only response is immediate, obedient action. This is often a choice of self-sufficiency or God saving me from myself.
More often, God’s truth is like a mountain stream flowing slowly through the banks of my life. His truth gently pours over the stones of my experiences. As it makes its way through every turn, it intersects my life and quietly calls me to drink and know it’s refreshing, life-giving power.
Psalm 37:4-7 are very familiar verses that God has continuously allowed to flow into my life. I am afraid I have not fully recognized their source and potential for quenching my thirst for God. I have settled for only sips of the eternal, instead of drinking deeply from God’s living water.
Delight yourself in the LORD; and He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD, Trust also in Him, and He will do it. And He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, And your judgment as the noonday. Rest in the LORD and wait patiently for Him.
The following are a few simple observations of how I might surrender my spiritually-parched life for a soul saturated by God. I must learn to do five things.
1- Delight in the Lord
Delight: great pleasure, high degree of gratification, extreme satisfaction Original biblical language: to bend or incline.
I recently had the delight of being with my daughter and grandson Swen. To watch Amy’s loving care for her baby son around the clock brought my heart great pleasure. I continuously bent towards him to see what he would do next. My ear was inclined to hear every sound. I was amazed to hear him speak his first words, “I love Grandpa best.” OK that was probably a burp. My love grew each day I spent with him. It did not matter what kind of day I was having, Swen always brought me pleasure and a joyous laughter.
I delight in the Lord by spending time with Him. I allow my heart to fill with wonderment and awe in His presence. I long to hear His words of love. I anticipate His work around me. I delight in the One who desires me to drink deeply and often of the healing and refreshing water only He can provide.
2- Commit my way to the Lord
When Debbie and I knew we loved one another, commitment was a natural response. As I learn to truly love and delight in the Lord, commitment is not an act of obligation but a white flag of surrender. This is an unconditional and complete surrender of all my ways. My thoughts, rights, plans, decisions, family, vocation and future are released into the control of my loving and gracious King. A delightful surrender often comes at the end of the battle of who will be God in my life: me or Jesus?
Oswald Sanders wrote: “…overwhelming passage in your circumstances where your program of belief is about to emerge into a personal belief? This can never be until a personal need arises out of a personal problem. To believe is to commit. In the program of mental belief I commit myself, and abandon all that is not related to that commitment. In personal belief I commit myself morally to this way of confidence and refuse to compromise with any other; and in particular belief I commit myself spiritually to Jesus Christ, and determine in that thing to be dominated by the Lord alone.”
The roots of of commitment grow deep when watered by the storms of trials.
3- Trust in God
Delight and commitment are ignited by trust. This is the personalization of God’s activity in my life. This is not simply acquiescing to doctrinal truth. My trust is based on nothing less then the very character of God. Here I must reveal what I really believe about God. Will God be just my genie in a bottle or Lord and Master?
Recently I have experienced several weeks of fun with a kidney stone. This caused an infection and took me off the transplant list. Everything medically was tried, to no avail. The doorstep of trust is located just beyond human possibilities. So I trusted God.
Then at my appointment with the surgeon, I was told the infection was gone and God rolled away the stone. But it appeared God made a mistake. The stone could not pass or be reached by another surgery. So God moved it back up into the lower kidney. This should not have happened, but now I am cleared for transplant.
The stone could, of course, return to create the same problems. Why did God leave it in my body? I believe so that I might continue to learn to trust and wait.
4- Rest in the Lord
Stop and let God do His work. This requires a connection to each of the previous points. As I delight, commit, and trust Him, I can now experience a peaceful relaxation that is only found in His arms.
5- Wait patiently for Him
Is it possible to wait impatiently? Sure, I do it all the time. Just check your stress and worry level. Too often I have waited for Him while pacing the floor of uncertainty. Too often my faith is crippled by my desire to regain control. It is never a good idea to try and wrestle from God what you have already put in His hands.
The key to waiting patiently is who we are waiting for. It is not a thing or circumstance or even a miracle. I wait for Him. God is never late or too early. He has no need to work according to my watch or check my day planner. To wait patiently for Him, I must meditate and ponder the greatness of God. In His presence, time has no hold on my emotions. Only in God does senselessness make sense. C.S. Lewis captures these thoughts when he wrote:
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen, not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else."
When I apply these five truths to my life, God will give me the desires of my heart…which is Himself. This is always the fruit of a heart that has experienced a delightful surrender.
Delighting in God,
Dan
Monday, November 12, 2007
Interdependence: Growing Up Together
Speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in all aspects into Him, who is the head, even Christ, from whom the whole body, being fitted and held together by that which every joint supplies, according to the proper working of each individual part, causes the growth of the body for the building up of itself in love. Ephesians 4:15-16
One day the doors slid open and I stepped into eternity. As I walked down the corridor, I heard her laughter, a sweet music of joy. This was present in a place that usually mutes these peaceful sounds with the dissonance of despair.
Before I walked through the door of her hospital room, I could feel the warmth of her spirit. As soon as she saw me, she spoke my name and my heart felt the embrace of God. In spite of pain and a long battle with cancer, she only wanted to hear about how others were doing. In her, I did not see a small fragile body, but a giant soul.
Elsie was one of the kindest persons I have ever met. God’s grace seemed to flow effortlessly from her life. Each time I visited her in the hospital, time seemed suspended because Elsie was now living on God’s doorstep.
God used Elsie to reveal to me that regardless of my circumstances, God is composing in my life a melody of His love. This is a song I am to share and harmonize with others. Then the beauty of Christ can be heard and seen in my life. I have no doubt that one day I will step into eternity and hear Elsie’s laugh, and heaven will be brighter because of her smile.
I am blessed beyond measure by the people God has brought into my life. Each person is a unique gift from God. Through each person, God teaches me about Himself and molds me more into His likeness. I have found that God uses each person’s life to illuminate His path to intimacy with Him.
While on a tour of California's giant sequoias, the guide pointed out that the sequoia tree has roots just barely below the surface. "That's impossible!" I exclaimed. "I'm a country boy, and I know that if the roots don't grow deep into the earth, strong winds will blow the trees over." "Not sequoia trees," said the guide.
I offer God thanks for the extraordinary gifts of ordinary people who have been used by Him to build my life of faith. Hundreds come to mind, here is a sample of just a few.
Missionary and martyr Jim Elliot wrote; “Wherever you are, be all there.”
Paul is a veteran of three wars. This sacrifice alone brings my deepest thanks and respect. Even more importantly, Paul is still actively serving in God’s army. Paul has a true servant’s heart and stands ready for any mission God has for him. Paul is now in his late 80’s and always reminds me of Caleb’s courage and zest for following God (Joshua 14:6-14). My prayer is that God might find me faithful and passionate in all the days He chooses to give me.
It is not great talents God blesses as much as great likeness to Jesus. A holy minister is an awful weapon in the hand of God. Robert Murray McCheyne
It is not difficult to understand why so many loved Pastor Dub. God’s love seemed to radiate from his heart. Jesus described Himself as “gentle and humble of heart.” After spending a lifetime with Jesus, these words also describe Dub’s character and ministry.
Jesus also told us that in Him we might know His rest. Whenever you talked with Dub, God’s calming Spirit flowed through him and you would experience some of God’s rest. My hope is that as I spend time with The Good Shepherd, I might be used to care and minister to others as I try to follow Dub’s example.
No one person has had a greater impact on my life than my best friend Rick. Rick was responsible for getting me involved in church and leading me to accept Christ. God used him to introduce me to my wife Debbie. Rick helped me to believe God could use me in full-time Christian service.
When Debbie and I left home almost 30 years ago to join a church staff in Washington, I asked Rick to keep an eye on my younger sisters. He took my request seriously because a few years later, he married my sister Debbie.
Rick was the friend of my youth. Together we learned to follow Jesus. Our hearts were in one accord about the essentials in ministry such as servanthood, discipleship and missions. Rick was one of the most genuine sold out Christians I have known. He was willing to serve in places many others would not even consider.
When God took Rick home at age 45, he left this world a wealthy man. Not by the standards of this world, but rich in the lives his life had touched.
One day the doors slid open and I stepped into eternity. As I walked down the corridor, I heard her laughter, a sweet music of joy. This was present in a place that usually mutes these peaceful sounds with the dissonance of despair.
Before I walked through the door of her hospital room, I could feel the warmth of her spirit. As soon as she saw me, she spoke my name and my heart felt the embrace of God. In spite of pain and a long battle with cancer, she only wanted to hear about how others were doing. In her, I did not see a small fragile body, but a giant soul.
Elsie was one of the kindest persons I have ever met. God’s grace seemed to flow effortlessly from her life. Each time I visited her in the hospital, time seemed suspended because Elsie was now living on God’s doorstep.
God used Elsie to reveal to me that regardless of my circumstances, God is composing in my life a melody of His love. This is a song I am to share and harmonize with others. Then the beauty of Christ can be heard and seen in my life. I have no doubt that one day I will step into eternity and hear Elsie’s laugh, and heaven will be brighter because of her smile.
I am blessed beyond measure by the people God has brought into my life. Each person is a unique gift from God. Through each person, God teaches me about Himself and molds me more into His likeness. I have found that God uses each person’s life to illuminate His path to intimacy with Him.
While on a tour of California's giant sequoias, the guide pointed out that the sequoia tree has roots just barely below the surface. "That's impossible!" I exclaimed. "I'm a country boy, and I know that if the roots don't grow deep into the earth, strong winds will blow the trees over." "Not sequoia trees," said the guide.
I offer God thanks for the extraordinary gifts of ordinary people who have been used by Him to build my life of faith. Hundreds come to mind, here is a sample of just a few.
Missionary and martyr Jim Elliot wrote; “Wherever you are, be all there.”
Paul is a veteran of three wars. This sacrifice alone brings my deepest thanks and respect. Even more importantly, Paul is still actively serving in God’s army. Paul has a true servant’s heart and stands ready for any mission God has for him. Paul is now in his late 80’s and always reminds me of Caleb’s courage and zest for following God (Joshua 14:6-14). My prayer is that God might find me faithful and passionate in all the days He chooses to give me.
It is not great talents God blesses as much as great likeness to Jesus. A holy minister is an awful weapon in the hand of God. Robert Murray McCheyne
It is not difficult to understand why so many loved Pastor Dub. God’s love seemed to radiate from his heart. Jesus described Himself as “gentle and humble of heart.” After spending a lifetime with Jesus, these words also describe Dub’s character and ministry.
Jesus also told us that in Him we might know His rest. Whenever you talked with Dub, God’s calming Spirit flowed through him and you would experience some of God’s rest. My hope is that as I spend time with The Good Shepherd, I might be used to care and minister to others as I try to follow Dub’s example.
No one person has had a greater impact on my life than my best friend Rick. Rick was responsible for getting me involved in church and leading me to accept Christ. God used him to introduce me to my wife Debbie. Rick helped me to believe God could use me in full-time Christian service.
When Debbie and I left home almost 30 years ago to join a church staff in Washington, I asked Rick to keep an eye on my younger sisters. He took my request seriously because a few years later, he married my sister Debbie.
Rick was the friend of my youth. Together we learned to follow Jesus. Our hearts were in one accord about the essentials in ministry such as servanthood, discipleship and missions. Rick was one of the most genuine sold out Christians I have known. He was willing to serve in places many others would not even consider.
When God took Rick home at age 45, he left this world a wealthy man. Not by the standards of this world, but rich in the lives his life had touched.
In 1522 at Zwickau, Martin Luther pronounced a simple but expressive eulogy upon a pastor named Nicholas Haussmann: "What we preach, he lived."
This is certainly true of Rick, and I ask God to make it so in my life.
"Not sequoia trees," said the guide. "They grow only in groves and their roots intertwine under the surface of the earth. So, when the strong winds come, they hold each other up." There's a lesson here. In a sense, people are like the giant sequoias. Family, friends, neighbors, the church body and other groups should be havens so that when the strong winds of life blow, these people can serve as reinforcement and can strive together to hold each other up. Unknown source
I could fill notebooks with the names of those that have blessed my life. These are not perfect people, but people that have walked with God. If you want to see God at work, remember this Thanksgiving the people He has used to build your faith. Treat each person as a gift from God. Find God’s example in each life and follow them all way to your eternal home.
Thanking God for You,
Dan
Monday, October 29, 2007
Contentment: Soul Satisfaction
Therefore I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with distresses, with persecutions, with difficulties, for Christ's sake; for when I am weak, then I am strong. 2 Corinthians 12:10
Contentment at times can be like a mirage of a life-promising oasis. The closer you get, the further away that which we desire becomes, like a vapor of disappointment. Contentment is something we all want yet can seldom define. Living in our world, it is a thirst that can not be quenched. Instead of feelings of peace, security, and satisfaction, emptiness echoes in the hallways of our hearts.
The boxer Muhammad Ali was known as "the champ," arguably the most famous athlete of his generation. He was on top, and his entourage of trainers and various helpers shared the adulation with him. But the party ended, leaving many of Ali's loyal followers disillusioned--and in some cases, destitute. Ali himself, now halting in speech and uncertain in movement, says "I had the world, and it wasn't nothin'."
This has not been a week of contentment for me. I have been mugged by a gang of contentment robbers. To quote the king “I’m all shook up.” A surgery gone wrong, additional appointments and tests. There has also been unpleasant new procedures. More blood transfusions and another round of trial drugs to fight off a stubborn infection. Most disappointing to me, all of this has prolonged timelines and has sidelined me temporarily on the transplant list.
All of this brings feelings of frustration, worry, anger, impatience, and loneliness. I stand watching contentment sailing over the horizon, leaving me stranded on the shores of discontentment.
The dictionary defines contentment as feelings and showing of satisfaction with one’s possessions, status, and situations. The goal of satisfaction is shallow and not very satisfying. Our society views satisfaction as simply good enough. This, at best, is a very temporary settling for our current situation.
Our god is too often materialism. Advertising slowly drugs our minds, emotions, and will. The mission is to never allow us to reach any level of contentment. Products often have built in a planned obsoleteness. This means before you get your new computer out of the box, there is already a computer that is bigger, better, and faster. That which you could not do without will be tomorrow’s junk. Our society is depending on the fact that you will never be content.
The world is full of people who are making a good living but living poor lives. source unknown
Contentment at times can be like a mirage of a life-promising oasis. The closer you get, the further away that which we desire becomes, like a vapor of disappointment. Contentment is something we all want yet can seldom define. Living in our world, it is a thirst that can not be quenched. Instead of feelings of peace, security, and satisfaction, emptiness echoes in the hallways of our hearts.
The boxer Muhammad Ali was known as "the champ," arguably the most famous athlete of his generation. He was on top, and his entourage of trainers and various helpers shared the adulation with him. But the party ended, leaving many of Ali's loyal followers disillusioned--and in some cases, destitute. Ali himself, now halting in speech and uncertain in movement, says "I had the world, and it wasn't nothin'."
This has not been a week of contentment for me. I have been mugged by a gang of contentment robbers. To quote the king “I’m all shook up.” A surgery gone wrong, additional appointments and tests. There has also been unpleasant new procedures. More blood transfusions and another round of trial drugs to fight off a stubborn infection. Most disappointing to me, all of this has prolonged timelines and has sidelined me temporarily on the transplant list.
All of this brings feelings of frustration, worry, anger, impatience, and loneliness. I stand watching contentment sailing over the horizon, leaving me stranded on the shores of discontentment.
The dictionary defines contentment as feelings and showing of satisfaction with one’s possessions, status, and situations. The goal of satisfaction is shallow and not very satisfying. Our society views satisfaction as simply good enough. This, at best, is a very temporary settling for our current situation.
Our god is too often materialism. Advertising slowly drugs our minds, emotions, and will. The mission is to never allow us to reach any level of contentment. Products often have built in a planned obsoleteness. This means before you get your new computer out of the box, there is already a computer that is bigger, better, and faster. That which you could not do without will be tomorrow’s junk. Our society is depending on the fact that you will never be content.
The world is full of people who are making a good living but living poor lives. source unknown
Corrie ten Boom said, “I've learned that we must hold everything loosely, because when I grip it tightly, it hurts when the Father pries my fingers loose and takes it from me!"
True contentment calls us to a soul satisfaction. Contentment is much more than a feeling. It is a heart that is totally consumed and satisfied in Jesus.
“I have learned to be content in whatever circumstances I am. I know how to get along with humble means, and I also know how to live in prosperity; in any and every circumstance I have learned the secret of being filled and going hungry, both of having abundance and suffering need. I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.” Philippians 4:11-13
Paul provides for us a portrait of contentment. This was not a picture painted in some mountaintop retreat or the safe confines of academia. Paul’s studio is a prison. His canvas is a life filled with persecution and every imaginable pain. His future seems dangerously uncertain. His contentment is not a result of his giftedness, self-effort or discipline. Yet somehow, Paul has learned an eternal secret—how to be content in “whatever circumstances.”
Paul discovers contentment by living a life that would satisfy few of us. Paul has contentment because he desires, and will settle for nothing less than, the fullness of God found in Christ alone.
Contentment is not a matter of getting what I want, but in intimately knowing and experiencing what I have. That is why in spite of his circumstances and needs, Paul can say with a Holy confidence and anticipation: “I can do all things through Him who strengthens me!”
Contentment does not come from trying to escape our lives. It is not about emptying our selves, but by being totally filled with His presence. Contentment is not about desiring less, but supremely more.
Delight yourself in the LORD;
And He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD,
Trust also in Him, and He will do it. Psalm 37:4-6
Contentment floods my life as my soul delights and is satisfied with my God who is love, mercy, grace, wisdom, provider, protector and strength. This contentment changes and molds my life. I can have a deep confidence in Christ. I slowly cease from striving and enjoy His rest. I must surrender concerns about my future to the Composer of my days. I will learn to set aside the futility of accumulating that which is temporal and only drains away my contentment. I will live in wonder as God opens before me His treasure chest of spiritual blessings.
* I will remember that I am a child of God and a joint heir with Jesus.
* I will totally depend on God meeting every need according to His riches in Christ.
* I will make my heart’s desire to worship and glorify God.
In Him, I will be completely satisfied. God guarantees it for no less than eternity.
So if you don’t mind, I will return to the garden of contentment where the Lover of my soul awaits.
I come to the garden alone
While the dew is still on the roses
And the voice I hear,
falling on my ear
The Son of God discloses.
And He walks with me
And He talks with me
And He tells me I am His own
And the joy we share as we tarry there
None other has ever known.
In The Garden - Words and Music by Charles Austin Miles
Dan
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Anxiety-Free Living
The beginning of anxiety is the end of faith, and the beginning of true faith is the end of anxiety. George Muller
Anxiety is a thin stream of fear trickling through the mind. If encouraged, it cuts a channel into which all others thoughts are drained. Arthur Somers Roche
The other day, I got stuck on the merry-go-round of worry. As anxiety grows, my thoughts seem to form an unending cycle of unanswerable questions. One concern pushes another until reality and logic have little impact. So I accelerate round and round until I lose my perspective and move dangerously close to the edge of depression.
To make matters worse, there is a bully who will not let me escape my anxious thoughts. He just pushes harder and harder making it seem impossible to jump free of the ride of emotions. You might have seen him lurking about the shadows of your life. He is looking for moments of uncertainty and vulnerability.
This bully wants to intimidate you and shake up your faith. He hopes to disorient you and take away your peace and rest and leave you with panic and stress. The bully is called “what if”.
I have been driven many times to my knees by the overwhelming conviction that I had nowhere else to go. My own wisdom, and that of all about me, seemed insufficient for the day. Abraham Lincoln
When it seems you cannot stop worrying, you will hear his taunts:
“What if” things get worse?
“What if” this happens?
“What if” they misunderstand me?
“What if” I cannot work and provide for my family?
“What if” the infection grows?
“What if” I cannot return to my ministry?
“What if” a liver cannot be found?
As my imagination multiplies the “what ifs,” anxiety grips my heart. Incredibly, the “what ifs” battleground is seldom wider than my mind.
The moment you wake up each morning, all your wishes and hopes for the day rush at you like wild animals. And the first job each morning consists in shoving it all back; in listening to that other voice, taking that other point of view, letting that other, larger, stronger, quieter life come flowing in. C.S. Lewis
I am discovering again the power of prayer that can break through the bonds of worry and free me to live the larger, stronger, and quieter life that only flows from intimacy with God.
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7
Familiar passage. Unfamiliar practice. Seldom-experienced blessings.
Be anxious for nothing
Nothing, who are you kidding, God? Have you seen my worry list lately? Sure, I can see why I should not worry about some silly things (these are usually defined as things on someone else’s list.) But God must understand the impact of the big serious stuff of my life.
Perhaps this command is time-related. God must mean when I am at church or trying to witness to an unbeliever. This cannot apply when I am thousands of miles from home and receive bad news from the doctor. He cannot mean in the middle of the night when the “what ifs” attack.
Unfortunately, in my search for spiritual loopholes, I find God is clear. Don’t be anxious about anything, anytime, or anywhere. Oh, great … now I’m worrying about worrying.
God provides the option that works:
Pray about everything. Everything! Including anything that makes me anxious. Big or little. Real or imaginary. Current or future. How do I do this?
Make my requests known to God. This is not about informing God. The prayer focus is on me knowing that God knows. So much of my anxiety comes from me trying to figure out what I should do. Stress will always follow when I try to do what God can do.
I must learn to exchange my worry for worship. One of the ways I have found to make this a reality in my life is by transforming my list of worries into my prayer list. This I must do quickly, consistently, and often. I must not lean on my own limited understanding or try to come up with my own solutions. If I want God’s peace, I must have the Prince of Peace ruling in my mind and heart.
A powerful weapon against worry is found in the phrase “with thanksgiving”. Thanksgiving remembers God’s character and work in my past. It also gives me joy and strength for today and a blessed hope for tomorrow. Every worry and anxiety should be wrapped in a God-focused thanksgiving. This is when I have Holy anticipation of seeing what only God can do.
These are not difficult truths to understand, but require the fullness of God to live. This is not a natural process for me, therefore God in His loving kindness and wisdom has given me many opportunities to learn and apply this type of prayer. The results are supernatural. My anxiety melts into the peace of God at the very moment that seems impossible.
So tonight I will cast all my cares upon Him. I will not fear the “what ifs” because my heart and mind are being guarded in Christ Jesus.
Living in God’s Peace,
Dan
I will bless the LORD who has counseled me; indeed, my mind instructs me in the night. I have set the LORD continually before me; because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Psalm 16:7-8
Anxiety is a thin stream of fear trickling through the mind. If encouraged, it cuts a channel into which all others thoughts are drained. Arthur Somers Roche
The other day, I got stuck on the merry-go-round of worry. As anxiety grows, my thoughts seem to form an unending cycle of unanswerable questions. One concern pushes another until reality and logic have little impact. So I accelerate round and round until I lose my perspective and move dangerously close to the edge of depression.
To make matters worse, there is a bully who will not let me escape my anxious thoughts. He just pushes harder and harder making it seem impossible to jump free of the ride of emotions. You might have seen him lurking about the shadows of your life. He is looking for moments of uncertainty and vulnerability.
This bully wants to intimidate you and shake up your faith. He hopes to disorient you and take away your peace and rest and leave you with panic and stress. The bully is called “what if”.
I have been driven many times to my knees by the overwhelming conviction that I had nowhere else to go. My own wisdom, and that of all about me, seemed insufficient for the day. Abraham Lincoln
When it seems you cannot stop worrying, you will hear his taunts:
“What if” things get worse?
“What if” this happens?
“What if” they misunderstand me?
“What if” I cannot work and provide for my family?
“What if” the infection grows?
“What if” I cannot return to my ministry?
“What if” a liver cannot be found?
As my imagination multiplies the “what ifs,” anxiety grips my heart. Incredibly, the “what ifs” battleground is seldom wider than my mind.
The moment you wake up each morning, all your wishes and hopes for the day rush at you like wild animals. And the first job each morning consists in shoving it all back; in listening to that other voice, taking that other point of view, letting that other, larger, stronger, quieter life come flowing in. C.S. Lewis
I am discovering again the power of prayer that can break through the bonds of worry and free me to live the larger, stronger, and quieter life that only flows from intimacy with God.
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Philippians 4:6-7
Familiar passage. Unfamiliar practice. Seldom-experienced blessings.
Be anxious for nothing
Nothing, who are you kidding, God? Have you seen my worry list lately? Sure, I can see why I should not worry about some silly things (these are usually defined as things on someone else’s list.) But God must understand the impact of the big serious stuff of my life.
Perhaps this command is time-related. God must mean when I am at church or trying to witness to an unbeliever. This cannot apply when I am thousands of miles from home and receive bad news from the doctor. He cannot mean in the middle of the night when the “what ifs” attack.
Unfortunately, in my search for spiritual loopholes, I find God is clear. Don’t be anxious about anything, anytime, or anywhere. Oh, great … now I’m worrying about worrying.
God provides the option that works:
Pray about everything. Everything! Including anything that makes me anxious. Big or little. Real or imaginary. Current or future. How do I do this?
Make my requests known to God. This is not about informing God. The prayer focus is on me knowing that God knows. So much of my anxiety comes from me trying to figure out what I should do. Stress will always follow when I try to do what God can do.
I must learn to exchange my worry for worship. One of the ways I have found to make this a reality in my life is by transforming my list of worries into my prayer list. This I must do quickly, consistently, and often. I must not lean on my own limited understanding or try to come up with my own solutions. If I want God’s peace, I must have the Prince of Peace ruling in my mind and heart.
A powerful weapon against worry is found in the phrase “with thanksgiving”. Thanksgiving remembers God’s character and work in my past. It also gives me joy and strength for today and a blessed hope for tomorrow. Every worry and anxiety should be wrapped in a God-focused thanksgiving. This is when I have Holy anticipation of seeing what only God can do.
These are not difficult truths to understand, but require the fullness of God to live. This is not a natural process for me, therefore God in His loving kindness and wisdom has given me many opportunities to learn and apply this type of prayer. The results are supernatural. My anxiety melts into the peace of God at the very moment that seems impossible.
So tonight I will cast all my cares upon Him. I will not fear the “what ifs” because my heart and mind are being guarded in Christ Jesus.
Living in God’s Peace,
Dan
I will bless the LORD who has counseled me; indeed, my mind instructs me in the night. I have set the LORD continually before me; because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. Psalm 16:7-8
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
“Sorry, all I can do is pray”
A number of times, people have shared such words of apology about their prayers for me. I know that such words are said from hearts of concern and love. These people desire to find some way to help that is tangible, practical, and immediate. I appreciate and understand these expressions of grace and kindness.
My fear, however, is that such a limited view of prayer may cause us to settle for less than God’s best. God is grossly underestimated and we fail to receive God’s invitation to be a part of His Holy motion.
Prayer is never meant to be the last and least we can do. Prayer is always the first and best thing we can do. John Bunyan wrote, “You can do more than pray after you have prayed, but you cannot do more than pray until you have prayed.”
Prayer is not an afterthought or some kind of spiritual, magical formula uttered to awaken God and ensure His granting our every wish. I wonder how often I have insulted the majesty and sovereignty of God by treating Him like my personal genie in a bottle that I only occasionally let out when I want Him to serve me.
I am discovering in my prayers for others what they need is the One who is their answer. My puny human efforts, no matter how well intended, are an extremely poor substitute for the work of God in their lives. I believe there is nothing better I can do for someone than to immediately take their needs to the throne of grace so that they might receive God’s help in their time of need.
I know I am always in great need of the prayers of others. I also know sometimes all of us are more aware of this need than other times.
Attending church in Kentucky, we watched an especially verbal and boisterous child being hurried out, slung under his irate father's arm. No one in the congregation so much as raised an eyebrow -- until the child captured everyone's attention by crying out in a charming Southern accent, "Ya'll pray for me now!" Jean McMahon
God has been teaching me several things about the privilege of praying for others.
First: God’s will is always the answer of every need.
Often we prefer immediate action to divine intervention. We want what we want when we want it. It seems obvious when someone we love is distressed or in pain to pray for instantaneous deliverance. God’s ways are so different from mine that I may actually pray for the removal of the very thing God is using to conform the person to the image of His son. I must begin with the model prayer of Jesus.
"This, then, is how you should pray: `Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.'"
As I intercede for others, my mission is not to point out their needs to God, but to focus on their need for God. As I revere and worship Him, I become filled with a faith that knows He can easily meet every need. My simple life-changing request is ‘Father, let your will be done.’ Now I have allowed myself and the one I am praying for a little glimpse of Heaven.
Prayer is surrender--surrender to the will of God and cooperation with that will. If I throw out a boathook from the boat and catch hold of the shore and pull, do I pull the shore to me, or do I pull myself to the shore? Prayer is not pulling God to my will, but the aligning of my will to the will of God. E. Stanley Jones
I have regularly asked God that if my requests lead to anything less than His best, then cancel my request and do only His will.
Second: The privilege of praying like Jesus.
"My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me.” John 17:20-21
“…because Jesus lives forever, he has a permanent priesthood. Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them”. Hebrews 7:24-25
One of the greatest blessings of this extended time away from home has been the privilege of interceding for others. I pray through our church membership, for my family, friends, and doctors. I especially love to pray for requests that come through our blog site. Each request is like receiving an assignment from God and gives me a feeling of connection and purpose. I treat each request as a precious gift entrusted to my care. I do not get out much these days, so intercessory prayer allows me to break free of physical limitations and join God anywhere in the world.
Third: Prayer allows me to remove the chains of independence and experience the freedom of total dependence on God and the joy of interdependence on other believers.
"Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven. For where two or three have gathered together in My name, there I am in their midst.” Matthew 18: 19-20
I wonder what this world would be like if tomorrow we had everything we asked for today?
Intercessory prayer reminds me of how little I can do, and reveals to me that all things are possible with God. When was the last time you were amazed and marveled at our awesome God? Too long? Then take some time through intercessory prayer to hang out in God’s neighborhood. That is where people’s lives are changed and your heart will beat in rhythm with the heart of God. It’s the place where prayers are answered and dreams still come true.
So thank you for praying for me. It is the first and best thing we can do for one another. Together, we will delight in witnessing His divine hands molding our eternal lives.
I am asking God to make the following prayer a reality in my life. Please pray with me. Say, I’m going to the throne room of grace later on – why not e-mail your request and I’ll take it with me?
Strengthened by God and You,
Dan
I asked God for strength that I might achieve.
I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey.
I asked God for health that I might do greater things.
I was given infirmity that I might do better things.
I asked for riches that I might be happy.
I was given poverty that I might be wise.
I asked for power that I might have the praise of men.
I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God.
I asked for all things that I might enjoy life.
I was given life that I might enjoy all things.
I got nothing that I asked for--but everything I had hoped for.
Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered.
I am among all men most richly blessed.
Written by an unknown soldier
My fear, however, is that such a limited view of prayer may cause us to settle for less than God’s best. God is grossly underestimated and we fail to receive God’s invitation to be a part of His Holy motion.
Prayer is never meant to be the last and least we can do. Prayer is always the first and best thing we can do. John Bunyan wrote, “You can do more than pray after you have prayed, but you cannot do more than pray until you have prayed.”
Prayer is not an afterthought or some kind of spiritual, magical formula uttered to awaken God and ensure His granting our every wish. I wonder how often I have insulted the majesty and sovereignty of God by treating Him like my personal genie in a bottle that I only occasionally let out when I want Him to serve me.
I am discovering in my prayers for others what they need is the One who is their answer. My puny human efforts, no matter how well intended, are an extremely poor substitute for the work of God in their lives. I believe there is nothing better I can do for someone than to immediately take their needs to the throne of grace so that they might receive God’s help in their time of need.
I know I am always in great need of the prayers of others. I also know sometimes all of us are more aware of this need than other times.
Attending church in Kentucky, we watched an especially verbal and boisterous child being hurried out, slung under his irate father's arm. No one in the congregation so much as raised an eyebrow -- until the child captured everyone's attention by crying out in a charming Southern accent, "Ya'll pray for me now!" Jean McMahon
God has been teaching me several things about the privilege of praying for others.
First: God’s will is always the answer of every need.
Often we prefer immediate action to divine intervention. We want what we want when we want it. It seems obvious when someone we love is distressed or in pain to pray for instantaneous deliverance. God’s ways are so different from mine that I may actually pray for the removal of the very thing God is using to conform the person to the image of His son. I must begin with the model prayer of Jesus.
"This, then, is how you should pray: `Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.'"
As I intercede for others, my mission is not to point out their needs to God, but to focus on their need for God. As I revere and worship Him, I become filled with a faith that knows He can easily meet every need. My simple life-changing request is ‘Father, let your will be done.’ Now I have allowed myself and the one I am praying for a little glimpse of Heaven.
Prayer is surrender--surrender to the will of God and cooperation with that will. If I throw out a boathook from the boat and catch hold of the shore and pull, do I pull the shore to me, or do I pull myself to the shore? Prayer is not pulling God to my will, but the aligning of my will to the will of God. E. Stanley Jones
I have regularly asked God that if my requests lead to anything less than His best, then cancel my request and do only His will.
Second: The privilege of praying like Jesus.
"My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me.” John 17:20-21
“…because Jesus lives forever, he has a permanent priesthood. Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them”. Hebrews 7:24-25
One of the greatest blessings of this extended time away from home has been the privilege of interceding for others. I pray through our church membership, for my family, friends, and doctors. I especially love to pray for requests that come through our blog site. Each request is like receiving an assignment from God and gives me a feeling of connection and purpose. I treat each request as a precious gift entrusted to my care. I do not get out much these days, so intercessory prayer allows me to break free of physical limitations and join God anywhere in the world.
Third: Prayer allows me to remove the chains of independence and experience the freedom of total dependence on God and the joy of interdependence on other believers.
"Again I say to you, that if two of you agree on earth about anything that they may ask, it shall be done for them by My Father who is in heaven. For where two or three have gathered together in My name, there I am in their midst.” Matthew 18: 19-20
I wonder what this world would be like if tomorrow we had everything we asked for today?
Intercessory prayer reminds me of how little I can do, and reveals to me that all things are possible with God. When was the last time you were amazed and marveled at our awesome God? Too long? Then take some time through intercessory prayer to hang out in God’s neighborhood. That is where people’s lives are changed and your heart will beat in rhythm with the heart of God. It’s the place where prayers are answered and dreams still come true.
So thank you for praying for me. It is the first and best thing we can do for one another. Together, we will delight in witnessing His divine hands molding our eternal lives.
I am asking God to make the following prayer a reality in my life. Please pray with me. Say, I’m going to the throne room of grace later on – why not e-mail your request and I’ll take it with me?
Strengthened by God and You,
Dan
I asked God for strength that I might achieve.
I was made weak that I might learn humbly to obey.
I asked God for health that I might do greater things.
I was given infirmity that I might do better things.
I asked for riches that I might be happy.
I was given poverty that I might be wise.
I asked for power that I might have the praise of men.
I was given weakness that I might feel the need of God.
I asked for all things that I might enjoy life.
I was given life that I might enjoy all things.
I got nothing that I asked for--but everything I had hoped for.
Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered.
I am among all men most richly blessed.
Written by an unknown soldier
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Lazarus Laughed
Several people have asked me if I am ever afraid – afraid about my circumstances, my disease and all the complications that go with it. How will I deal with pain? What if they do not find a liver in time? What will my life be like after a transplant? When will it happen? How long will the new liver last? How will I take care of my family? I am usually not afraid until I have these discussions.
I do have a couple of real fears. One is a lifelong fear of vegetables. I am working out a comprehensive anti-pea theology. Be watching your bookstore for my new book "Vegetables: The Root of All Evil." I am also afraid of birds. I realize that if you know me, you are now thinking “how can someone so big be afraid of these cute little creatures?” My response is it’s their fault. Those flying vermin have actually been flying into me all my life. Sure, it is possible they have mistaken me for a tree, but that’s just an excuse. It also does not explain using me as a frequent bombing target. Yes, you are right … I have far too much time on my hands.
However, I do have a light sprinkling of intelligence. I am aware of all these questions and more. It is natural for us to be afraid of certain things.
· Uncertainty and things we can not control can haunt us at night.
· The unwanted guest of pain that won’t go away.
· The fear of not being able to protect and provide for our family.
· We can fear the chilling winds of loss.
· What am I missing out on now and in the future?
· The fear of being drained of purpose, especially when surrounded by limitations.
When all these things attack us at once, we can gradually hear the chorus of “what if…” echoing in our souls.
I have found one of the weapons that God has given me to help me conquer my fears is laughter. I do not mean an empty-headed silliness that is oblivious to everything around me. This is the laughter of rejoicing in God. It is delighting in who He is and what He has done. It comes from the anticipation of God’s certain victory over Satan, pain and suffering, and even Death itself.
This is the laughter of knowing that God completely out-matches anything that marches against my life. I can not be afraid of an enemy that is already defeated. This is the laughter of the victim that moves from the vanquished to the victor.
Christian apologist and teacher Ravi Zacharias posed this question: “What would you do to frighten Lazarus after he had been raised from the dead?” Do you think that reality might impact his daily life?
Eugene O’Neal wrote a play entitled “Lazarus Laughed.” In the play, the Roman Emperor Caligula is rounding up and persecuting Christians. One day, Lazarus is brought before Caligula. Lazarus is told he must denounce Christ or he would be tortured and killed. And Lazarus laughed. This, of course, infuriated the man who believed himself to be a god and the most powerful man on earth. He said “one more laugh out of you, Lazarus, and you’re dead.” Lazarus doubled over with laughter. When he caught his breath he said, “Caligula have you not heard death is dead…DEATH is DEAD.” It is hard to threaten one who has already been there and knows the One who let him out.
Paul said it this way in I Corinthians 15:56-58: "O DEATH, WHERE IS YOUR VICTORY? O DEATH, WHERE IS YOUR STING? The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law; but thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your toil is not in vain in the Lord.”
Death is Satan’s ultimate weapon of mass destruction. What he does not know is that it has been disarmed. Death has no power, sting, no ability to threaten me. Jesus gave His life so I do not have to be afraid. Satan has sent his giant death to challenge me, but his weapon is useless. So I laugh and I am steadfast, immovable, and victorious!
"I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me, and delivered Himself up for me. Galatians 2:20
Death has no claim on my future and my present days are guarded by the Lion of Judah. I am a dead man living. I do not have to be afraid because my life is His. All else is insignificant in the presence of the living God. He is my life, deliverer, and the lover of my soul. My spirit soars and laughs in total dependence on Him. Just like a child throwing himself in the air knowing that the loving arms of his father await.
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day .For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. II Corinthians 4:16-18
I need not be afraid of new complications, side effects of drugs, or painful procedures. Against the backdrop of eternity these are but droplets of inconvenience. I am not always strong, faith-filled and eternity-focused. I fix my eyes on the One who is all powerful, always faithful and eternal. None of my trouble is any trouble for Him. Because of Him, I am not afraid.
Don Wyrtzen wrote these lyrics:
When engulfed in the terror of temperas seas
And before you unknown waves roll
End of trials and destiny
Fear and conflict cease your soul
Just think about when you stepped ashore and found it heaven
A hand touches your hand and you find it your Savior's
Breathed new air and find it celestial
Walk in Glory and find it home!
I can only imagine. Some day soon we will meet again either here or on heaven’s shore. You will recognize me either way, I’ll be the one laughing and saying I told you so.
No Fear in Christ,
Dan
I do have a couple of real fears. One is a lifelong fear of vegetables. I am working out a comprehensive anti-pea theology. Be watching your bookstore for my new book "Vegetables: The Root of All Evil." I am also afraid of birds. I realize that if you know me, you are now thinking “how can someone so big be afraid of these cute little creatures?” My response is it’s their fault. Those flying vermin have actually been flying into me all my life. Sure, it is possible they have mistaken me for a tree, but that’s just an excuse. It also does not explain using me as a frequent bombing target. Yes, you are right … I have far too much time on my hands.
However, I do have a light sprinkling of intelligence. I am aware of all these questions and more. It is natural for us to be afraid of certain things.
· Uncertainty and things we can not control can haunt us at night.
· The unwanted guest of pain that won’t go away.
· The fear of not being able to protect and provide for our family.
· We can fear the chilling winds of loss.
· What am I missing out on now and in the future?
· The fear of being drained of purpose, especially when surrounded by limitations.
When all these things attack us at once, we can gradually hear the chorus of “what if…” echoing in our souls.
I have found one of the weapons that God has given me to help me conquer my fears is laughter. I do not mean an empty-headed silliness that is oblivious to everything around me. This is the laughter of rejoicing in God. It is delighting in who He is and what He has done. It comes from the anticipation of God’s certain victory over Satan, pain and suffering, and even Death itself.
This is the laughter of knowing that God completely out-matches anything that marches against my life. I can not be afraid of an enemy that is already defeated. This is the laughter of the victim that moves from the vanquished to the victor.
Christian apologist and teacher Ravi Zacharias posed this question: “What would you do to frighten Lazarus after he had been raised from the dead?” Do you think that reality might impact his daily life?
Eugene O’Neal wrote a play entitled “Lazarus Laughed.” In the play, the Roman Emperor Caligula is rounding up and persecuting Christians. One day, Lazarus is brought before Caligula. Lazarus is told he must denounce Christ or he would be tortured and killed. And Lazarus laughed. This, of course, infuriated the man who believed himself to be a god and the most powerful man on earth. He said “one more laugh out of you, Lazarus, and you’re dead.” Lazarus doubled over with laughter. When he caught his breath he said, “Caligula have you not heard death is dead…DEATH is DEAD.” It is hard to threaten one who has already been there and knows the One who let him out.
Paul said it this way in I Corinthians 15:56-58: "O DEATH, WHERE IS YOUR VICTORY? O DEATH, WHERE IS YOUR STING? The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law; but thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your toil is not in vain in the Lord.”
Death is Satan’s ultimate weapon of mass destruction. What he does not know is that it has been disarmed. Death has no power, sting, no ability to threaten me. Jesus gave His life so I do not have to be afraid. Satan has sent his giant death to challenge me, but his weapon is useless. So I laugh and I am steadfast, immovable, and victorious!
"I have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me, and delivered Himself up for me. Galatians 2:20
Death has no claim on my future and my present days are guarded by the Lion of Judah. I am a dead man living. I do not have to be afraid because my life is His. All else is insignificant in the presence of the living God. He is my life, deliverer, and the lover of my soul. My spirit soars and laughs in total dependence on Him. Just like a child throwing himself in the air knowing that the loving arms of his father await.
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day .For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. II Corinthians 4:16-18
I need not be afraid of new complications, side effects of drugs, or painful procedures. Against the backdrop of eternity these are but droplets of inconvenience. I am not always strong, faith-filled and eternity-focused. I fix my eyes on the One who is all powerful, always faithful and eternal. None of my trouble is any trouble for Him. Because of Him, I am not afraid.
Don Wyrtzen wrote these lyrics:
When engulfed in the terror of temperas seas
And before you unknown waves roll
End of trials and destiny
Fear and conflict cease your soul
Just think about when you stepped ashore and found it heaven
A hand touches your hand and you find it your Savior's
Breathed new air and find it celestial
Walk in Glory and find it home!
I can only imagine. Some day soon we will meet again either here or on heaven’s shore. You will recognize me either way, I’ll be the one laughing and saying I told you so.
No Fear in Christ,
Dan
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Grandpa’s Prayer for Swen
Dearest Swen,
This is Grandpa Dan. You know, the tall, good-looking, smart one is Grandpa Dave. I’m the other one. I look a little more like Santa every year.
I write these words at a time of uncertainty in my life. I have thought for some time what I might give you of real value. I could watch The Andy Griffith Show with you. I could introduce you to fine music and some great places to eat Mexican food. I could tell you funny stories about your Mom, but I’m afraid we would both get in trouble. As soon as you learn to talk, ask her about the mink and muskrat.
The best thing I can give you is my prayers. Only God can give you the life and eternity I hope for you. So, Swen, I pledge to God, your Daddy and Mommy, and you, that every day for the rest of my life I will pray that:
Your home will be filled with love, grace, and forgiveness.
Your parents’ love and commitment will continue to grow through the years.
Your parents will model a devotion to God.
You will always be patient with your parents, because just like you and me, we are all a work in progress.
You will have all the simple joys of childhood.
Your days will be filled with laughter, because a lot of life is just plain silly.
You will be careful not to believe all of Auntie Debbie and Auntie Roxanne’s stories, especially the ones about me.
You have lots of adventures with Patch and Spaz.
You discover God’s love and accept His free gift of salvation through Jesus.
You will know you have been chosen by God to be His treasured possession.
You will always reflect His grace and forgiveness to others.
You will discover the freedom and abundant life through obeying God.
You will feel the contentment of holding loosely to the things of this world.
You will hunger for the satisfying Word of God.
You will grow strong and peaceful as you face the trials of life.
You will be thankful for the Giver of all gifts.
You will develop a servant’s heart, always willing to give sacrificially to others.
You will know the delight of having Godly friends.
You will be blessed with the extraordinary gift of a wife and children.
You will experience the joy of living out God’s plan for your life. He made His plan for you before the foundation of the world.
You will know at the end of your days that you have had a life well lived.
Swen,
Believing in Jesus and You.
Grandpa Dan
The effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much. James 5:16
Thursday, September 6, 2007
My Treasure Box
Like apples of gold in settings of silver is a word spoken in right circumstances. Proverbs 25:11
Today, I returned to my treasure box. It is filled with a collection of priceless gems. Each is precious to me not only for what they are, but also for who gave them to me. Over time, nuggets have increased in worth because my King and the Author of my life provides just the right bounty to meet the needs of my life. My treasure may be of little importance to you, but for me they are some of the greatest gifts in my life.
As I open the lid of my treasure box, I do not find gold, stocks, expensive artwork, or other possessions. In fact, my treasure has almost no monetary worth, yet I would not sell any of it for any price. My treasure box overflows with words of encouragement.
My treasure is the notes, letters, cards, and e-mails people have sent me. Each word is an exquisite gem in my ordinary life. In these words of encouragement, God has made extraordinary jewels of love, grace, hope, friendship, courage and peace. God has graciously used a loving army of encouragers, and the Holy Spirit uses these words to minister to my heart, mind and emotions.
Due to the frailty and urgency of my health, God has given me the privilege to make an eternal appraisal of my life and ministry. I believe one of the Godliest pursuits is to become an encourager. Words of encouragement can change people’s lives and eternity. It is my desire to be remembered, like Barnabas, as a “son of encouragement.”
One of the things that pain me the most is to hear others use words of discouragement. These people often become sons of destruction. They use words as weapons and they are motivated by pride, judgmental, unstable emotions, unforgiving and bitter hearts.
This is one of the clearest marks of spiritual immaturity. These are divisive persons whose life pattern is to criticize. Their focus is selfishness and getting their way. They fail to recognize the long-lasting damage their words cause in relationships. Amazingly, these persons feel completely justified in hurting others. They end up living such an impoverished and detached existence that their only course is to steal the joy from others.
But no one can tame the tongue; it is a restless evil and full of deadly poison. With it we bless our Lord and Father; and with it we curse men, who have been made in the likeness of God; from the same mouth come both blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not to be this way. James 3:8-10
Fortunately, God has provided a treasure map. His word provides clear and practical directions to experiencing the riches in Christ. The following verses have helped me to walk God’s path to becoming an encourager.
Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind let each of you regard one another as more important than himself; do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others. Philippians 2:3-4
Selfishness is the motive of words that lack grace. Selflessness and humility characterize the heart of the encourager.
A man has joy in an apt answer, and how delightful is a timely word! Proverbs 25:11
Joy is the result of an encourager’s right word at the right time. This calls for emotions under the control of the Holy Spirit and a dependence on the scriptures. Do others experience the joy of Christ after hearing my words?
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. Ephesians 4:29
Redemptive, healing, and hope-giving words are not about my needs. These words must be helpful, building up and meeting the needs of others. If my words do not reach this purpose, I must keep them to myself.
Speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in all aspects into Him, who is the head, even Christ. Ephesians 4:15
When others hear my words, they should feel God’s love and be strengthened to embrace God’s best for there life.
I am exceedingly blessed to be surrounded by many encouragers who fill my heart with hope and courage. Your words make me rich and you truly are the treasure of my life.
Counting My Blessings and Treasure,
Dan
Today, I returned to my treasure box. It is filled with a collection of priceless gems. Each is precious to me not only for what they are, but also for who gave them to me. Over time, nuggets have increased in worth because my King and the Author of my life provides just the right bounty to meet the needs of my life. My treasure may be of little importance to you, but for me they are some of the greatest gifts in my life.
As I open the lid of my treasure box, I do not find gold, stocks, expensive artwork, or other possessions. In fact, my treasure has almost no monetary worth, yet I would not sell any of it for any price. My treasure box overflows with words of encouragement.
My treasure is the notes, letters, cards, and e-mails people have sent me. Each word is an exquisite gem in my ordinary life. In these words of encouragement, God has made extraordinary jewels of love, grace, hope, friendship, courage and peace. God has graciously used a loving army of encouragers, and the Holy Spirit uses these words to minister to my heart, mind and emotions.
Due to the frailty and urgency of my health, God has given me the privilege to make an eternal appraisal of my life and ministry. I believe one of the Godliest pursuits is to become an encourager. Words of encouragement can change people’s lives and eternity. It is my desire to be remembered, like Barnabas, as a “son of encouragement.”
One of the things that pain me the most is to hear others use words of discouragement. These people often become sons of destruction. They use words as weapons and they are motivated by pride, judgmental, unstable emotions, unforgiving and bitter hearts.
This is one of the clearest marks of spiritual immaturity. These are divisive persons whose life pattern is to criticize. Their focus is selfishness and getting their way. They fail to recognize the long-lasting damage their words cause in relationships. Amazingly, these persons feel completely justified in hurting others. They end up living such an impoverished and detached existence that their only course is to steal the joy from others.
But no one can tame the tongue; it is a restless evil and full of deadly poison. With it we bless our Lord and Father; and with it we curse men, who have been made in the likeness of God; from the same mouth come both blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not to be this way. James 3:8-10
Fortunately, God has provided a treasure map. His word provides clear and practical directions to experiencing the riches in Christ. The following verses have helped me to walk God’s path to becoming an encourager.
Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind let each of you regard one another as more important than himself; do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others. Philippians 2:3-4
Selfishness is the motive of words that lack grace. Selflessness and humility characterize the heart of the encourager.
A man has joy in an apt answer, and how delightful is a timely word! Proverbs 25:11
Joy is the result of an encourager’s right word at the right time. This calls for emotions under the control of the Holy Spirit and a dependence on the scriptures. Do others experience the joy of Christ after hearing my words?
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. Ephesians 4:29
Redemptive, healing, and hope-giving words are not about my needs. These words must be helpful, building up and meeting the needs of others. If my words do not reach this purpose, I must keep them to myself.
Speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in all aspects into Him, who is the head, even Christ. Ephesians 4:15
When others hear my words, they should feel God’s love and be strengthened to embrace God’s best for there life.
I am exceedingly blessed to be surrounded by many encouragers who fill my heart with hope and courage. Your words make me rich and you truly are the treasure of my life.
Counting My Blessings and Treasure,
Dan
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Guess Whose Coming?
Looking for the blessed hope and the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Christ Jesus. Titus 2:13
This weekend, Debbie is coming to spend a few days with me. I can hardly wait. My mind continuously drifts to thoughts of her.
Debbie and I have been married for over 29 years. She is not only my wife, but also my best friend. Through good and hard times, we have walked God’s path together. During these challenging days I am reminded how intensely I need her.
What we do is insignificant; our plan is to simply be together. We just want to enjoy the comfort of one another’s presence. To hear her encouraging words, to laugh, to hold her, to be face to face, this is the desire of my heart and I wait expectantly.
Today I remembered someone else is coming. I don’t know exactly when. He might come before I finish this sentence. He is the Eternal Lover of my soul. He is my Savior, Lord and Master. He is my Bright and Morning star and the Alpha and Omega of my life. My Rock and Hiding Place. My Good Shepherd and my Blessed Hope.
He calls me His child, His treasured possession, His co-heir, His beloved, and His friend.
I wonder how often I passionately wait for His coming?
How much of my day is spent thinking of Him? Looking for His return? Desiring to be in His presence? Hoping this will be the day of His return?
I am afraid at times I might live like today would be too soon. I allow the tyranny of the urgent to crowd out God’s priorities. I have things to do and people to see. How could I possibly view His glorious return as an interruption to my puny life? If so, Father, do what you must to correct my spiritual vision and woo my fickle heart.
And inasmuch as it is appointed for men to die once and after this comes judgment so Christ also, having been offered once to bear the sins of many, shall appear a second time for salvation without reference to sin, to those who eagerly await Him. Hebrews 9:27-28
I want to be one who eagerly awaits Him. I have found several things will help me keep this heavenly perspective.
Read and meditate on scripture that reminds me of who Christ is and what He has done for me. The more I know Him, the more I love Him. This knowledge and love fuels my desire to be with Him as soon as possible. In time, no other person or thing can compete for my attention. I know that now I have only caught a glimpse of His glory. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I shall know fully just as I also have been fully known. I Corinthians 13:12. Pastor John Piper writes, “God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in Him.”
Develop a holy anticipation of His return through prayer. Prayer is how I communicate with God and more importantly how He communicates with me. Hearing His voice resonate through my heart allows me to feel His presence and love. Every time Debbie and I talk, I want to talk more. Phone calls and emails only amplify the desire to talk to her in person. I can only imagine the divine pleasure in heaven at the moment when He first speaks my name.
Live everyday as if it is the day of His second coming.
· Make your day all about Him
· Walk in uncompromising obedience
· Live simply and unclutter your life
· Free yourself from the tyranny of the urgent
· Enjoy God and allow Him to surprise you
· Speak the truth in love
· Share the good news because you might be someone’s last chance
· Replace a heart judgment and criticism with words of encouragement and grace
· Forgive unconditionally
· Love everyone Jesus loves
· Give from a servant’s heart
· Make your life a living sacrifice
Yes, Debbie is coming, but even more certain, Christ is coming again. Who knows, they might both come this weekend. If that is so, you will find us just beyond the pearly gates at Starbucks worshipping our King in the throne room of God.
Eagerly waiting our Blessed Hope,
Dan
This weekend, Debbie is coming to spend a few days with me. I can hardly wait. My mind continuously drifts to thoughts of her.
Debbie and I have been married for over 29 years. She is not only my wife, but also my best friend. Through good and hard times, we have walked God’s path together. During these challenging days I am reminded how intensely I need her.
What we do is insignificant; our plan is to simply be together. We just want to enjoy the comfort of one another’s presence. To hear her encouraging words, to laugh, to hold her, to be face to face, this is the desire of my heart and I wait expectantly.
Today I remembered someone else is coming. I don’t know exactly when. He might come before I finish this sentence. He is the Eternal Lover of my soul. He is my Savior, Lord and Master. He is my Bright and Morning star and the Alpha and Omega of my life. My Rock and Hiding Place. My Good Shepherd and my Blessed Hope.
He calls me His child, His treasured possession, His co-heir, His beloved, and His friend.
I wonder how often I passionately wait for His coming?
How much of my day is spent thinking of Him? Looking for His return? Desiring to be in His presence? Hoping this will be the day of His return?
I am afraid at times I might live like today would be too soon. I allow the tyranny of the urgent to crowd out God’s priorities. I have things to do and people to see. How could I possibly view His glorious return as an interruption to my puny life? If so, Father, do what you must to correct my spiritual vision and woo my fickle heart.
And inasmuch as it is appointed for men to die once and after this comes judgment so Christ also, having been offered once to bear the sins of many, shall appear a second time for salvation without reference to sin, to those who eagerly await Him. Hebrews 9:27-28
I want to be one who eagerly awaits Him. I have found several things will help me keep this heavenly perspective.
Read and meditate on scripture that reminds me of who Christ is and what He has done for me. The more I know Him, the more I love Him. This knowledge and love fuels my desire to be with Him as soon as possible. In time, no other person or thing can compete for my attention. I know that now I have only caught a glimpse of His glory. For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I shall know fully just as I also have been fully known. I Corinthians 13:12. Pastor John Piper writes, “God is most glorified in us when we are most satisfied in Him.”
Develop a holy anticipation of His return through prayer. Prayer is how I communicate with God and more importantly how He communicates with me. Hearing His voice resonate through my heart allows me to feel His presence and love. Every time Debbie and I talk, I want to talk more. Phone calls and emails only amplify the desire to talk to her in person. I can only imagine the divine pleasure in heaven at the moment when He first speaks my name.
Live everyday as if it is the day of His second coming.
· Make your day all about Him
· Walk in uncompromising obedience
· Live simply and unclutter your life
· Free yourself from the tyranny of the urgent
· Enjoy God and allow Him to surprise you
· Speak the truth in love
· Share the good news because you might be someone’s last chance
· Replace a heart judgment and criticism with words of encouragement and grace
· Forgive unconditionally
· Love everyone Jesus loves
· Give from a servant’s heart
· Make your life a living sacrifice
Yes, Debbie is coming, but even more certain, Christ is coming again. Who knows, they might both come this weekend. If that is so, you will find us just beyond the pearly gates at Starbucks worshipping our King in the throne room of God.
Eagerly waiting our Blessed Hope,
Dan
Friday, August 24, 2007
“If you have your health, you have everything”
Recently at a church service, an older gentleman made the above statement to me. He is an amiable person with a kind heart and I do not believe he had any idea that my health is less than ideal. I grinned and nodded in agreement. His declaration however, continued to echo in my mind. Is this statement true? Do I believe it?
Health is defined as the condition of being sound in body, mind, or spirit; especially freedom from physical disease or pain. It is said someone enjoys good health, a flourishing condition. Have you ever said someone was enjoying poor health?
“The only way to keep your health is to eat what you don’t want, drink what you don’t like and do what you’d rather not.” - Mark Twain
“Be careful about reading health books. You might die of a misprint.” - Mark Twain
I don’t know anyone who would prefer to be unhealthy. You don’t need to train someone in pain to pray. If there is enough discomfort, many people will find themselves calling out to the One they claimed they didn’t believe exists.
There is a popular teaching today that is built on the premise that God desires you to be healthy and wealthy. This is certainly not a new notion, but is it biblical? Is good health a sign of God’s pleasure and poor health a punishment for our sins?
And as He passed by, He saw a man blind from birth. And His disciples asked Him, saying, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be born blind?” Jesus answered, "It was neither that this man sinned, nor his parents; but it was in order that the works of God might be displayed in him. We must work the works of Him who sent Me, as long as it is day; night is coming, when no man can work. While I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” John 9:1-5
In the disciple’s world it was simple. If you are sick, injured, or have any other undesired condition – then you have sinned. Therefore, the opposite must be true. If you are healthy it must be the result of your obedience and God’s favor. So then you might conclude that if you have your health, you have everything. A thought process that is nice and neat and easy to understand. The problem is that it is not always true.
Then, Jesus’ answer turns their thinking inside out. No one sinned! How could this be? Why then has God punished this man all of his life with eyes that don’t work? Is there no reason this man has missed out on so much?
“It was so that the works of God might be displayed in him.” Not only had he not sinned, he was right in the center of God’s will. He was blind so that others might see “the light of the world.” Ironically, the one that was cast aside by his society and religious leaders was the one God intended to use from the beginning of time.
I have known people who are physically healthy and strong. They may be intelligent, gifted, and have all the “stuff” that this world believes defines a winner. Yet with all this going for them, they may still feel empty and without purpose. They find no contentment and often are suffering the consequences of sin and selfishness. They can be bitter, judgmental, and unforgiving. We may believe they are healthy and thriving, but God sees a soul that may be terminally ill.
On the other hand, I have known people who have faced devastating physical challenges who have become people who are loving, giving, humble, unselfish, and joyful. Not in spite of their trials, but because of them. In their lives you will see an extraordinary amount of peace and calm. They will also have a quiet, confident faith and wisdom. You will recognize them because they always seem to live in the presence of God.
One of these persons is my cousin’s son, Alex. Since birth he has dealt with the continuous challenge of health problems. Due to the power and grace of God and his amazing Godly parents, Alex has developed the spirit of David fighting his giants. He has a sweet and gentle heart. The testimony of his life is not one of tragic circumstances but of triumph - “the works of God are displayed in him.” According to God’s plan, Alex will continue to touch the lives of many people. Alex, you are one of my heroes of faith.
As for me, at first I viewed my health problems as a barrier and interruption to my life and ministry. Gradually, as God molded and shaped my life, I’ve come to understand that all of these tests of faith have been a part of God’s perfect plan. God has used these experiences to transform me to the likeness of his Son. This process has prepared me to minister to others in ways I could not have, unless I have walked the path He set before me.
Like the blind man, I know God will heal me according to His plan and timing. It may take place as an instantaneous miracle or through His provision of a new liver. He may also choose to heal me by calling me to my heavenly home. My main concern is that His work might be displayed through me.
So for me it is not a matter of health, but of hope. If I have God, I truly do have everything. Even as my health dims, my hope burns bright.
Broken in all the right places,
Dan
Health is defined as the condition of being sound in body, mind, or spirit; especially freedom from physical disease or pain. It is said someone enjoys good health, a flourishing condition. Have you ever said someone was enjoying poor health?
“The only way to keep your health is to eat what you don’t want, drink what you don’t like and do what you’d rather not.” - Mark Twain
“Be careful about reading health books. You might die of a misprint.” - Mark Twain
I don’t know anyone who would prefer to be unhealthy. You don’t need to train someone in pain to pray. If there is enough discomfort, many people will find themselves calling out to the One they claimed they didn’t believe exists.
There is a popular teaching today that is built on the premise that God desires you to be healthy and wealthy. This is certainly not a new notion, but is it biblical? Is good health a sign of God’s pleasure and poor health a punishment for our sins?
And as He passed by, He saw a man blind from birth. And His disciples asked Him, saying, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he should be born blind?” Jesus answered, "It was neither that this man sinned, nor his parents; but it was in order that the works of God might be displayed in him. We must work the works of Him who sent Me, as long as it is day; night is coming, when no man can work. While I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” John 9:1-5
In the disciple’s world it was simple. If you are sick, injured, or have any other undesired condition – then you have sinned. Therefore, the opposite must be true. If you are healthy it must be the result of your obedience and God’s favor. So then you might conclude that if you have your health, you have everything. A thought process that is nice and neat and easy to understand. The problem is that it is not always true.
Then, Jesus’ answer turns their thinking inside out. No one sinned! How could this be? Why then has God punished this man all of his life with eyes that don’t work? Is there no reason this man has missed out on so much?
“It was so that the works of God might be displayed in him.” Not only had he not sinned, he was right in the center of God’s will. He was blind so that others might see “the light of the world.” Ironically, the one that was cast aside by his society and religious leaders was the one God intended to use from the beginning of time.
I have known people who are physically healthy and strong. They may be intelligent, gifted, and have all the “stuff” that this world believes defines a winner. Yet with all this going for them, they may still feel empty and without purpose. They find no contentment and often are suffering the consequences of sin and selfishness. They can be bitter, judgmental, and unforgiving. We may believe they are healthy and thriving, but God sees a soul that may be terminally ill.
On the other hand, I have known people who have faced devastating physical challenges who have become people who are loving, giving, humble, unselfish, and joyful. Not in spite of their trials, but because of them. In their lives you will see an extraordinary amount of peace and calm. They will also have a quiet, confident faith and wisdom. You will recognize them because they always seem to live in the presence of God.
One of these persons is my cousin’s son, Alex. Since birth he has dealt with the continuous challenge of health problems. Due to the power and grace of God and his amazing Godly parents, Alex has developed the spirit of David fighting his giants. He has a sweet and gentle heart. The testimony of his life is not one of tragic circumstances but of triumph - “the works of God are displayed in him.” According to God’s plan, Alex will continue to touch the lives of many people. Alex, you are one of my heroes of faith.
As for me, at first I viewed my health problems as a barrier and interruption to my life and ministry. Gradually, as God molded and shaped my life, I’ve come to understand that all of these tests of faith have been a part of God’s perfect plan. God has used these experiences to transform me to the likeness of his Son. This process has prepared me to minister to others in ways I could not have, unless I have walked the path He set before me.
Like the blind man, I know God will heal me according to His plan and timing. It may take place as an instantaneous miracle or through His provision of a new liver. He may also choose to heal me by calling me to my heavenly home. My main concern is that His work might be displayed through me.
So for me it is not a matter of health, but of hope. If I have God, I truly do have everything. Even as my health dims, my hope burns bright.
Broken in all the right places,
Dan
Monday, August 20, 2007
Transfusions: My Bloodline to Faith
“For whatever was written in earlier times was written for our instruction, that through perseverance and the encouragement of the Scriptures we might have hope.” Romans 15:4
Over the past couple of years, I have had numerous transfusions. Blood transfusions are given to restore blood or plasma volume. They increase the number and concentration of red blood cells. This process helps the body to fight against infections and the results of extreme anemia. The transfusion fuels the body and provides strength and energy.
I have found that God’s Word is the bloodline that brings a healthy and growing faith. There are times my faith is anemic, leaving me feeling weak. This makes it harder to fight off the infections of sin. Side effects can be doubt, loss of perspective, worry, and a loss of strength needed to follow God.
Then God, the great physician, makes a house call and prescribes for me a daily transfusion from God’s Word. God always knows precisely what I need for spiritual health. His treatments are not always easy or painless, but if I follow His directions, my inner man will be renewed.
The following are some of my most recent appointments with God.
When I am tired and strength is fading…
Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you, and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and YOU SHALL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. For My yoke is easy, and My load is light.
When I am uncertain about my future...
‘For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, `plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.’
When I fight against the cancer of sin…
For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are open and laid bare to the eyes of Him with whom we have to do.
When I need wisdom and understanding…
Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all men generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him.
When my heart is lonely…
Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.
When I am concerned about the future needs of my family…
And my God shall supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.
When I worry…
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Eleanor Schmidt writes:
My doctor had recommended surgery and referred me to a specialist. Arriving early for my appointment, I found the door unlocked and the young surgeon, deeply engrossed in reading, behind the receptionist's desk. When he didn't hear me come in, I cleared my throat. Startled, he closed the book, which I recognized as a Bible. "Does reading the Bible help you before or after an operation?" I asked. My fears were dispelled by his soft, one-word answer: "During."
That is when I need the wisdom and power of God’s Word - “during” all the moments of my life. Not just yesterday and tomorrow, but this day. Thankfully He is never too busy to see me. It is one thing to know and even understand God’s Word, but it is another to truly live it. The question is not simply what I believe about God, but what am I believing God for?
An unknown writer said, "This Book is the mind of God, the state of man, the way of salvation, the doom of sinners, and the happiness of believers. Its doctrines are holy, its precepts are binding; its histories are true, and its decisions are immutable. Read it to be wise, believe it to be safe, practice it to be holy. It contains light to direct you, food to support you, and comfort to cheer you. It is the traveler's map, the pilgrim's staff, the pilot's compass, the soldier's sword, and the Christian's character. Here paradise is restored, heaven opened, and the gates of hell disclosed. Christ is its grand subject, our good its design, and the glory of God its end. It should fill the memory, rule the heart, and guide the feet. Read it slowly, frequently, prayerfully. It is a mine of wealth, a paradise of glory, and a river of pleasure. Follow its precepts and it will lead you to Calvary, to the empty tomb, to a resurrected life in Christ; yes, to glory itself, for eternity.
So, God continues to call me back to Himself for follow-up appointments. Each time I will choose not to fear but trust Him to give me another life-giving transfusion from His transforming Word.
In God’s Waiting Room,
Dan
Over the past couple of years, I have had numerous transfusions. Blood transfusions are given to restore blood or plasma volume. They increase the number and concentration of red blood cells. This process helps the body to fight against infections and the results of extreme anemia. The transfusion fuels the body and provides strength and energy.
I have found that God’s Word is the bloodline that brings a healthy and growing faith. There are times my faith is anemic, leaving me feeling weak. This makes it harder to fight off the infections of sin. Side effects can be doubt, loss of perspective, worry, and a loss of strength needed to follow God.
Then God, the great physician, makes a house call and prescribes for me a daily transfusion from God’s Word. God always knows precisely what I need for spiritual health. His treatments are not always easy or painless, but if I follow His directions, my inner man will be renewed.
The following are some of my most recent appointments with God.
When I am tired and strength is fading…
Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you, and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and YOU SHALL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. For My yoke is easy, and My load is light.
When I am uncertain about my future...
‘For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the LORD, `plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.’
When I fight against the cancer of sin…
For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. And there is no creature hidden from His sight, but all things are open and laid bare to the eyes of Him with whom we have to do.
When I need wisdom and understanding…
Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance. And let endurance have its perfect result, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all men generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him.
When my heart is lonely…
Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.
When I am concerned about the future needs of my family…
And my God shall supply all your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.
When I worry…
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, shall guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Eleanor Schmidt writes:
My doctor had recommended surgery and referred me to a specialist. Arriving early for my appointment, I found the door unlocked and the young surgeon, deeply engrossed in reading, behind the receptionist's desk. When he didn't hear me come in, I cleared my throat. Startled, he closed the book, which I recognized as a Bible. "Does reading the Bible help you before or after an operation?" I asked. My fears were dispelled by his soft, one-word answer: "During."
That is when I need the wisdom and power of God’s Word - “during” all the moments of my life. Not just yesterday and tomorrow, but this day. Thankfully He is never too busy to see me. It is one thing to know and even understand God’s Word, but it is another to truly live it. The question is not simply what I believe about God, but what am I believing God for?
An unknown writer said, "This Book is the mind of God, the state of man, the way of salvation, the doom of sinners, and the happiness of believers. Its doctrines are holy, its precepts are binding; its histories are true, and its decisions are immutable. Read it to be wise, believe it to be safe, practice it to be holy. It contains light to direct you, food to support you, and comfort to cheer you. It is the traveler's map, the pilgrim's staff, the pilot's compass, the soldier's sword, and the Christian's character. Here paradise is restored, heaven opened, and the gates of hell disclosed. Christ is its grand subject, our good its design, and the glory of God its end. It should fill the memory, rule the heart, and guide the feet. Read it slowly, frequently, prayerfully. It is a mine of wealth, a paradise of glory, and a river of pleasure. Follow its precepts and it will lead you to Calvary, to the empty tomb, to a resurrected life in Christ; yes, to glory itself, for eternity.
So, God continues to call me back to Himself for follow-up appointments. Each time I will choose not to fear but trust Him to give me another life-giving transfusion from His transforming Word.
In God’s Waiting Room,
Dan
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Miracle Watching
“Moses said to the people, ‘Do not fear! Stand by and see the salvation of the LORD which He will accomplish for you today.’” Exodus 14:13
I have been asked if I believe in miracles. I, of course, answer yes. I am afraid, though, that this quick and simple response is often so general that it leaves my faith detached and safe from personal application.
I believe miracles are the work of God. They are an action that only God can do. I agree with Henry Blackaby who says “God is always at work around us.” If this is so, then everyday I am surrounded by miracles. I know, however, that I often miss His miracles and fail to recognize and enjoy His work in my life.
I think part of my problem is that the common definition of miracles is far too narrow and limiting. Miracles are too often seen as amazing displays of God over nature and the physical realm. These, of course, are examples of God’s activity. They are usually dramatic and instantaneous. and often rare.
Actually, I witness God doing His miraculous work on a daily basis – God doing the extraordinary in my ordinary days.
So like Moses and the Israelites, I have become a miracle watcher.
Then Moses stretched out his hand over the sea; and the LORD swept the sea back by a strong east wind all night, and turned the sea into dry land, so the waters were divided. And the sons of Israel went through the midst of the sea on the dry land, and the waters were like a wall to them on their right hand and on their left.
Several things are helping me to improve my spiritual vision as a miracle watcher.
First, I must have a continuous awareness of Gods presence and activity. I will seldom see what I am not looking for. Too much of the time, I only look for God when I desire something from Him. I have usually already worked out what God should do. along with how and when He should do it. So I attempt to create God in my own image. This near-sighted view blurs my vision of God, leaving me with a self-focused and weak faith. I end up substituting my plans, wisdom, and abilities for God’s best for my life.
Second, I must understand that God’s purpose for His miracles is to reveal and glorify Him. God’s miracles pull back the curtains of heaven so that I might get a glimpse of God-sized possibilities. When this happens, it stretches my mind, hope, and faith. The mundane of every day is ignited with an expectation of seeing my awesome God walking along side of me. I wonder how often I have longed for the God who has already promised He would never leave me or forsake me?
Third, like the Israelites I must be willing to take a step of faith. This is the only way I can truly experience the freedom of His miraculous work. This step will take me to places I have never been before – a step beyond my understanding, control, and comfort zone.
It seems that many times this is not just one step of faith, but a journey of faith. A journey where fear becomes joy and destruction becomes deliverance. A place where God’s supernatural seems natural.
I will continue to walk on God’s firm foundation through the sea of miracles He still provides everyday. I have seen His miracles in so many places:
* The miracle of saving me by His mercy, grace, and love.
* The miracle of transforming me into the likeness of His son.
* The miracle of a beautiful, loving and supportive wife and a daughter whom I treasure beyond words.
* The miracle of serving with a church full of people who are God’s handiwork.
* The miracle of seeing broken relationships restored.
* The miracle of people who have conquered addictions with the power of God.
* The miracle of witnessing people accepting Jesus as their Savior and Lord.
I have the privilege of watching God turn thirty years of physical injuries, operations, illnesses and disease into much more than enemies and hindrances. God has miraculously used the pain and challenges as companions on the journey. They have slowly transformed me and called me to God’s higher ground. Along the way, God has given me strength, patience, perspective, and a peace that surpasses my understanding. Now that’s a miracle!
“In the morning, O LORD, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation.” Psalm 5:3
Miracle Watching,
Dan
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
Worship: A Vision of My Heart
“What is worship? Worship is to feel in your heart and express in some appropriate manner a humbling but delightful sense of admiring awe and astonished wonder and overpowering love in the presence of that most ancient Mystery, that Majesty which philosophers call the First Cause, but which we call Our Father Which Are in Heaven.” A.W. Tozer
I find it impossible to truly know God and not worship Him. The clearer my vision of Him, the more overwhelmed my heart is to express my awe, praise, thanksgiving, and love. Worship acknowledges His presence which reminds me of who God is and who is not – namely myself.
For me, worship is not a scheduled program on Sunday mornings. Worship is not a particular music style. Worship is not something I watch or is done for me. Worship is a response of my heart to the lover of my soul.
One of my favorite hymns that lead me to worship is Be Thou My Vision. This is truly a love song that places in my heart a vision of passionate love for my God. Each verse of the song is followed by scripture God placed in my heart. Together, they give me a vision that develops in me an attitude of humility, contrition, and devotion.
Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art.
Thou my best Thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.
Be Thou my Wisdom, and Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I Thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.
Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and unfathomable His ways!
Be Thou my battle Shield, Sword for the fight;
Be Thou my Dignity, Thou my Delight;
Thou my soul’s Shelter, Thou my high Tower:
Raise Thou me heavenward, O Power of my power.
God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear.
Be still, and know that I am God.
Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise,
Thou mine Inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my Treasure Thou art.
I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened, so that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, and what is the surpassing greatness of His power toward us who believe.
High King of Heaven, my victory won,
May I reach Heaven’s joys, O bright Heaven’s Sun!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,
Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all.
Thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
The twenty-four elders fall down before him who sits on the throne, and worship him who lives for ever and ever. They lay their crowns before the throne and say: "You are worthy, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they were created and have their being."
Dear Father,
How shallow is my understanding of you. I am so thankful that you desire to be known. Lord use this time to create in my heart a vision of who you are and what you doing in my life. Help me to be consumed by a desire and need to worship you.
Delighting in You,
Dan
I find it impossible to truly know God and not worship Him. The clearer my vision of Him, the more overwhelmed my heart is to express my awe, praise, thanksgiving, and love. Worship acknowledges His presence which reminds me of who God is and who is not – namely myself.
For me, worship is not a scheduled program on Sunday mornings. Worship is not a particular music style. Worship is not something I watch or is done for me. Worship is a response of my heart to the lover of my soul.
One of my favorite hymns that lead me to worship is Be Thou My Vision. This is truly a love song that places in my heart a vision of passionate love for my God. Each verse of the song is followed by scripture God placed in my heart. Together, they give me a vision that develops in me an attitude of humility, contrition, and devotion.
Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art.
Thou my best Thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.
Be Thou my Wisdom, and Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I Thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.
Oh, the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! How unsearchable are His judgments and unfathomable His ways!
Be Thou my battle Shield, Sword for the fight;
Be Thou my Dignity, Thou my Delight;
Thou my soul’s Shelter, Thou my high Tower:
Raise Thou me heavenward, O Power of my power.
God is our refuge and strength,
an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear.
Be still, and know that I am God.
Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise,
Thou mine Inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my Treasure Thou art.
I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened, so that you may know what is the hope of His calling, what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, and what is the surpassing greatness of His power toward us who believe.
High King of Heaven, my victory won,
May I reach Heaven’s joys, O bright Heaven’s Sun!
Heart of my own heart, whatever befall,
Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all.
Thanks be to God! He gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my dear brothers, stand firm. Let nothing move you. Always give yourselves fully to the work of the Lord, because you know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
The twenty-four elders fall down before him who sits on the throne, and worship him who lives for ever and ever. They lay their crowns before the throne and say: "You are worthy, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power, for you created all things, and by your will they were created and have their being."
Dear Father,
How shallow is my understanding of you. I am so thankful that you desire to be known. Lord use this time to create in my heart a vision of who you are and what you doing in my life. Help me to be consumed by a desire and need to worship you.
Delighting in You,
Dan
Monday, August 6, 2007
Separation: Discovering the Closeness of God
It is difficult being separated. In Phoenix now I am separated from my family and friends, home, my ministry, my library, the crazy cat, and my wife Debbie and my daughter Amy.
I am greatly blessed to have my parents and sisters living in Phoenix. They have provided me a home, taxi service to a multitude of medical appointments, and most of all company and encouragement.
I still, however, miss those persons and things from which I am separated. This at times leads to feelings of loneliness and vulnerability. The uncertainty of when I will be reunited challenges my patience and perseverance.
There are moments I can even feel separated from God. This is especially true when I do not fully understand His plan and timing. He, of course, is always closer than my nearsighted faith can see.
I must not try to understand God through my circumstances; rather, understand my circumstances through God.
“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written:
‘For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.’
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:35-39
When I feel lonely, separated, and uncertain, I must allow God to remind me of what is certain, the power of His love.
Nothing, absolutely nothing can separate me from the love of God. If I believe what God says and experience His love, feelings of loneliness become a deeper level of intimacy with Him. Fears of vulnerability become the courage to become a conqueror. Challenges to my patience and perseverance become confidence in the lover of my soul.
In the presence of a loving God there can be no feelings of separation and loneliness. No matter the circumstances, timing, or obstacles, God is there walking beside me as I become more than a conqueror in Him.
“Why are you in despair, O my soul?
And why have you become disturbed within me?
Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him
For the help of His presence.”
Psalm 42:5
Father,
Help me when I feel separated and alone to see your presence, feel your gentle touch, and hear you speak my name in love.
Close to You,
Dan
I am greatly blessed to have my parents and sisters living in Phoenix. They have provided me a home, taxi service to a multitude of medical appointments, and most of all company and encouragement.
I still, however, miss those persons and things from which I am separated. This at times leads to feelings of loneliness and vulnerability. The uncertainty of when I will be reunited challenges my patience and perseverance.
There are moments I can even feel separated from God. This is especially true when I do not fully understand His plan and timing. He, of course, is always closer than my nearsighted faith can see.
I must not try to understand God through my circumstances; rather, understand my circumstances through God.
“Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written:
‘For your sake we face death all day long;
we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.’
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:35-39
When I feel lonely, separated, and uncertain, I must allow God to remind me of what is certain, the power of His love.
Nothing, absolutely nothing can separate me from the love of God. If I believe what God says and experience His love, feelings of loneliness become a deeper level of intimacy with Him. Fears of vulnerability become the courage to become a conqueror. Challenges to my patience and perseverance become confidence in the lover of my soul.
In the presence of a loving God there can be no feelings of separation and loneliness. No matter the circumstances, timing, or obstacles, God is there walking beside me as I become more than a conqueror in Him.
“Why are you in despair, O my soul?
And why have you become disturbed within me?
Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him
For the help of His presence.”
Psalm 42:5
Father,
Help me when I feel separated and alone to see your presence, feel your gentle touch, and hear you speak my name in love.
Close to You,
Dan
Saturday, August 4, 2007
My Disability -- An Appointment with God Almighty
I don’t like being told I cannot do something. I don’t mean rules or orders given by someone in authority. I mean finding out I am unable to do something.
As soon as I arrived at Mayo in June, I was told I could no longer drive a car. The liver disease has given me high levels of ammonia in the brain. I could no longer know if I would pass out while driving. This obviously creates a danger to me and more importantly to others. This restriction makes perfect sense. I just don’t like it.
I will also have to go on disability from work due to the length of time involved in the transplant process. It is very hard for me to be away from my work and ministry. Disability, I just do not like the sound of that.
Disability simply put means not able. I feel able. My mind tells me I am able. My heart is committed and determined to be able. Just one problem – my body does not agree!
Being classified as disabled leaves me feeling limited, defeated and weak.
I asked God if I am disabled and He surprised me by saying yes. In fact I always have been. God, however, was not speaking of something temporal like physical health and ability. He is trying to direct me to deeper spiritual needs like pride, self-sufficiency, humility, and surrender.
Sometimes God will graciously bring to my life something that is far bigger than me. He does this so that through my puny limited ability, I might discover His limitless power.
“Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” 2 Corinthians 12:8-10
When I am unable, He is always more than able.
I am not able to save myself – God is able!
I am not able to conform myself to the image of his son – God is able!
I am not able to find the strength – God is able!
I am not able to find the wisdom to understand – God is able!
I am not able to change my circumstances – God is able!
I am not able to love and forgive – God is able!
I am not able to provide and protect my family – God is able!
I am not able to heal myself – God is able!
How often do I stop short of experiencing God’s work in my life because I am afraid to go beyond the edge of my ability, just one small step of faith from the almighty?
Father, The Almighty
Please do whatever it takes to help me place all my confidence and hope in you and you alone. Broken for You,
Dan
“Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever! Amen.” Ephesians 3:20-21
As soon as I arrived at Mayo in June, I was told I could no longer drive a car. The liver disease has given me high levels of ammonia in the brain. I could no longer know if I would pass out while driving. This obviously creates a danger to me and more importantly to others. This restriction makes perfect sense. I just don’t like it.
I will also have to go on disability from work due to the length of time involved in the transplant process. It is very hard for me to be away from my work and ministry. Disability, I just do not like the sound of that.
Disability simply put means not able. I feel able. My mind tells me I am able. My heart is committed and determined to be able. Just one problem – my body does not agree!
Being classified as disabled leaves me feeling limited, defeated and weak.
I asked God if I am disabled and He surprised me by saying yes. In fact I always have been. God, however, was not speaking of something temporal like physical health and ability. He is trying to direct me to deeper spiritual needs like pride, self-sufficiency, humility, and surrender.
Sometimes God will graciously bring to my life something that is far bigger than me. He does this so that through my puny limited ability, I might discover His limitless power.
“Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.” 2 Corinthians 12:8-10
When I am unable, He is always more than able.
I am not able to save myself – God is able!
I am not able to conform myself to the image of his son – God is able!
I am not able to find the strength – God is able!
I am not able to find the wisdom to understand – God is able!
I am not able to change my circumstances – God is able!
I am not able to love and forgive – God is able!
I am not able to provide and protect my family – God is able!
I am not able to heal myself – God is able!
How often do I stop short of experiencing God’s work in my life because I am afraid to go beyond the edge of my ability, just one small step of faith from the almighty?
Father, The Almighty
Please do whatever it takes to help me place all my confidence and hope in you and you alone. Broken for You,
Dan
“Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever! Amen.” Ephesians 3:20-21
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Pain – My Hearing Test
Today (August 1st) was a hard day. A day filled with pain. Several hours were filled with multiple and constant muscle cramps in my feet, legs, hands, arms, and neck. The pain can be intense and unrelenting. The muscles feel like they will constrict until they explode. There is little to nothing I can do except LISTEN.
C.S. Lewis wrote, "God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world."
When the pain volume went up here is what I heard.
He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces. He was despised, and we esteemed him not. But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed. Isaiah 53: 3, 5
Slapped, spat upon, beaten, scorched, crown of thorns, and torture of the crucifixion.
As if the physical pain was not enough, Jesus also experienced the pain of
· Being falsely accused
· Misunderstood by the masses
· Betrayed by a disciple
· Abandoned by his friends
Most amazing to me is that this was pain by choice. It was not result of disease or the consequence of poor choices and sin.
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8
Jesus suffered pain for me. Incredibly, this was God’s plan before the foundations of the world. Pain endured that I might one day experience a heavenly home absent of tears and pain.
As I listen more carefully, the terrible sound of His pain flows with lyrics of an eternal love song of mercy, forgiveness, and grace.
Father,
Thank you for the gift of pain...a gentle reminder of your overwhelming sacrifice of love. Help me in every experience of pain to know you more intimately and hear your heartbeat next to mine.
Lord, my body and life are on your altar…
And I am listening,
Dan
C.S. Lewis wrote, "God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pains: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world."
When the pain volume went up here is what I heard.
He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces. He was despised, and we esteemed him not. But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed. Isaiah 53: 3, 5
Slapped, spat upon, beaten, scorched, crown of thorns, and torture of the crucifixion.
As if the physical pain was not enough, Jesus also experienced the pain of
· Being falsely accused
· Misunderstood by the masses
· Betrayed by a disciple
· Abandoned by his friends
Most amazing to me is that this was pain by choice. It was not result of disease or the consequence of poor choices and sin.
But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Romans 5:8
Jesus suffered pain for me. Incredibly, this was God’s plan before the foundations of the world. Pain endured that I might one day experience a heavenly home absent of tears and pain.
As I listen more carefully, the terrible sound of His pain flows with lyrics of an eternal love song of mercy, forgiveness, and grace.
Father,
Thank you for the gift of pain...a gentle reminder of your overwhelming sacrifice of love. Help me in every experience of pain to know you more intimately and hear your heartbeat next to mine.
Lord, my body and life are on your altar…
And I am listening,
Dan
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Waiting...
It seems that my life has become an exercise of waiting. Waiting on doctor appointments, test results, prescriptions to be filled, blood transfusions, kidney stones to pass, medical decisions, insurance coverage to be worked out, words from home, liver transplant, and waiting on going home to Hawaii, my ministry, my friends, and Debbie.
Waiting is difficult for many reasons.
* It can feel like I have lost control of my life.
* Uncertainties of the future.
* Planning seems impossible.
* Passive living as if life has been placed on pause.
Waiting is impacted by so many things.
* Whom or what I am waiting on.
* How long I have waited.
* The circumstances in which I am waiting. (pain, loneliness, circumstances growing worse, lack of answers)
Waiting can corrupt my perspective and rob me of peace. Waiting can capture my total focus. Waiting can weaken my faith.
But strangely enough, I am discovering that waiting is a key to opening the door to a journey of deeper trust and a closer walk with God.
Waiting, slowly and sometimes painfully, strips away substitutes for God. Too often I find myself focusing on things that leave me short of God’s best for me. Waiting is not a punishment or simply God’s effort to make me patient. God’s intention is to connect me to His presence, promises and his power. Waiting on the Lord is His objective in my waiting.
Waiting allows me to be still and know He is God.
Waiting allows me remember He is always in control.
Waiting allows me to learn not to lean on my own understanding.
Waiting allows me to live what I believe.
Waiting allows me to discover new ways to minister to others.
Waiting allows me to rest instead of stress.
Waiting allows me to count my blessing and appreciate those things that are eternal.
Waiting allows me to look for my Deliverer, not a liver.
Waiting allows me to long for the Healer more than a healing.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:31)
Father,
Thank you for the privilege of waiting on You. You are permitting me to experience my human limits. It is there that I am tired and grow weary, sometimes feeling I may stumble and fall. But it is at that very point that I am ready to embrace your mercy, love, and peace.
Father, I will hope in You. Help me to run the race and to walk with you as You renew my strength. Have your way in my life so that I can learn to soar with You.
Waiting - Dan
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